Thursday, February 02, 2006 @ 3:08 AM
Chinese New Year is here! Everyone is in high spirits cox can receive lots of "hong pao". I am very excited and elated cox i kind of gambled and won all together about $6 plus...keke...Let's go back to my life. Life is normal, nothing special...Only the guys more irritating and childish...haix...Many times, I kept thinking about things that are unnecessary and I got confused. Things like friends, studies, personalities, impressions and emotional issues. Whether my girl friends would be more sporty, daring and open-minded? Guys more cooperative, helpful and gentlemen which makes them more adorable and well-liked by girls? Would my studies improve? Why am i always not interested in studying? People always say that we don't study for achieving good results in examinations but we study as we are interested or want to be more knowledgable. I want to be knowledgable but the teachers always make the whole lesson so boring and mind-nnumbing. A lot of things that they say or mention a few minutes ago, I wasn't able to remember what they were. I think i am suffering from short-term memory. I have completely no idea about what to do about it...Personalities...I often say the wrong words and i really hope that i could erase whatever that i have said...and sometimes i think that i am very bitchy or irritating. First impressions always matters the most... I think i always make my first impression quite good...maybe not good enough for some people...Coming to emotional issues..I don't really feel that it is very appropriate to write it all down here...as some of my friends visit this blog. I hope that i would find someone who i could share all my emotions and ideas with...
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