"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
of dreams
and reverie


Friday, February 10, 2006 @ 8:25 PM

These few days i feel like my brain is blocked. Everything that i say or do is not what i wanted it to be...The words or actions jux popped up...I haven even give thoughts abt it..then it jux happened...I think that my brain might be havin traffic jams...too many cars are comin but the road is blocked...there's no solutions.. There's no reversin done...How to clear my mind? Can i get my brain washed without beautiful memories being washed too? Ever since i came to this secondary school, i dun feel like being needed or cared for...I dun have really best friends who i can tell my secrets to and rely on..Everything i do is like stupid or lame or whatsoever to them...I feel like i am runnin forever and suddenly i fell..but no one cared...I asked for them to stop and help me but it seems like everyone had forgotten my existence.. Slowly i become invisible... and disappears into thin air...I am gone...

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