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Wednesday, August 09, 2006 @ 9:57 PM
the musical cast is like a big family to me..
nurisah, xinyan, anu, ridwan, han hui, ana,
aqidah, nina, ziyan, shima, alex, vinodh,
hema,veronica and dewi..
we have worked very hard for the musical
and we're all sad when it's over..
but wat happened today was heartbreakin..
it all started out fine..
i was a bit angry at first coz they had the tot
of getting me out of the dance competition..
then i din go for any practise until one morning
they came to ask me to join back..
they said they were short of ppl and i agree to return..
every practices were alright..jus dancing and ppl chatting
sometimes i jus felt so lonely.. i am just a small fry
it's normal to be left in a corner.. since most of them were
upper secondary..and had alot in common..
i accepted that and chat with them..
trying to get to know them better..
i was still not aware of wat's happening until today..
i went to meet them at Yishun MRT station
as they said that we had to buy clothing..
i was reluntant to go but this sat is the big day
so i met them and they were surprised and some laughing!
they din't expect me to go as
the teacher in charge already kicked me out..
i was not aware of this, no one told me.
nurisah were supposed to tell me but she din't
i don't know why.. why me?
Is my dancing too ugly or lousy for them?
or izit that they jus simply dislike me and
wanted me to come back so that they can laugh at me
and then kick me out?
i was so stupid and foolish!
to think that they wanted me back!
i shld have listen to veron's advice..not to return..
many were also kick out..veron, aqidah, shima, ziyan
when i heard what they said jus now..
everything were so sudden that i din't know wat to do..
i jus put on a smile and said:"you all shld tell me earlier wat..
so that i wouldn't have to come here.."
after saying this i jus went back to take a bus home..
tears jus started flowin out and i couldn't stop it..
i was just so sad that they did this to me..
i was a fool..
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