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Thursday, September 07, 2006 @ 7:39 AM
Most of the feelings that i have wrote in entries
lasted for just a few moments
this one is no exception
i love my mother and sister
but sometimes the things that they say to me
just hurts me lots
my sister wanted to do papers for revision and
didn't want me in the room
she said that i would disturb her and i should
sleep at my mom's room for the night
when asked, my mom rejected
she likes to have the whole bed to herself
and also didn't want the room to be cold and windy
which teenagers like me like..
i just feel so unwanted and eyes started to get wet
i didn't want them to see me like this
so i cried in the kitchen without any noise
i stopped and here i am writing an entry
mom agreed to let me sleep in her room
and from the bottom of my heart
i just know that she still loves me
that's why i cherish her
she showers me with lots of love..
and this is wat that bastard wouldn't
he don't deserves to be cherished
and the word 'daddy' has become a
strange word to me..
it has no meanings..
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"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
An April's fool who enjoyed 18 years of life and will continue to do so;
dubbed as LATE QUEEN and loving the title :D ;
has a darling old rabbit named Melody;
helplessly in love with animals except for amphibians;
hates routine night visits by beetles;
ultimately and seriously in need of a job! :) 
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