"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
of dreams
and reverie


Tuesday, October 17, 2006 @ 6:39 AM

haix..didn't do well in this exam..
wanting to go to pure science class
now seems to be like a faraway dream..
feels like im in the bottom of a very deep ocean
and all the other fishes are out near the surface..
leaving me behind..


im enable to catch up cause im too used to being there..
and im afraid to take a step out..
somethings does not last forever..
it's easier to say it than actually do it..
im so over..


nothing could express wat i am exactly
thinking or feeling now..
no words and no actions..
cause all are in my heart
very perplexing..
i cant cry it out..
there's no use doing it..
no point crying over the big pool of spilled milk..
im done..


no comments, consolation or watsoever please..


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