"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
of dreams
and reverie


Wednesday, September 27, 2006 @ 5:12 AM

these two days got foreigners coming to my school
Nikita [ i have mentioned her before ]
is going to visit another school..
which means she's leaving my school!
sobsob...


i bought her a polka dotted hairband as a
farewell present and thinks she loves it..
hehex..i always have great taste..
after biding farewell


went for D n T then filming of Class MV
dint do anything.. only play around
in music room with yong xiang and jojo
play trolley and piano..


Ms Ng today also taught me how to play
the song that i have always wanted to learn
too bad..im just not cut out to be a pianist..
haix..very difficult to move both hands differently
and at the same time..brain not functioning..
got the class photo and went for counselling..
sianx..because of that disgusting incident..


i'll miss you, Nikita!
toodles..
Tuesday, September 26, 2006 @ 12:01 AM

here's what happened today.
suddenly there's lots of students from Indonesia
in our school! think they came for a visit..
i must say that i m not a perfect yet i have to do this
be a buddy.. maybe because im have great leadership
qualities..nah~! jus kidding..


i have been with Nikita for today and i find that
she's a nice girl..just like me!
muahahaha..


she has expensive stuffs..
her mobile phone is new model and she uses an
electronic dictionary..
well..dont think i have the money for those stuffs.
still thinking what to buy for her..
a small tiny gift..


anyway mua is broke.. no money..
only can afford gifts that are made by my sincerity..
haha..
toodles..
Thursday, September 21, 2006 @ 3:04 AM

something really upsets me today..
i shall not say wat it is but it's
really embarrassing and disgusting
seeing the words on those paper
turns me off!
he called but i din't pick up the phone
he called the other girls involve but
im sure none of them would accept
his apology..
he shall pay for wat he had done..
he shall be blacklisted..
sis knew abt it and she's angry too..
if that person calls me again..
my sister will pick up the phone and
scold him for wat he did..
he's ridiculars, disgusting and way
overboard!
we'll not let him get away with this so easily!
toodles..
Thursday, September 14, 2006 @ 5:56 AM

im feeling tired of hating someone..
it gets me into trouble and rumours..
i really felt that i have become more
bad and naughty now..
i have evil thoughts in my mind
but no courage to do it actually
i tried all my best to come up with ideas
on how to deal with him..
but none seems to be affecting him..
he doesnt feel embarrassed when i boo at him..
or rather he always reply with a 'thank you'
and that pisses me off..
i have had enough of this
and i want to put an end to this..
i shall ignore him and not acknowledge his existence
that will make me feel lighter without a bag full of potatoes
hmmm..
all better now..
toodles
Wednesday, September 13, 2006 @ 5:49 AM

WONDERFUL! PERFECT!
A few more steps and its completed!
OUR MASTERPIECE!
muahahaha!!
im not feeling bad at all but im feeling REAL GOOD!
scolded numbskull today..
' Shut Up Lah! Stupid! '
kept on talking during test..
i suspect they cheated but i have no evidence..
then there's the stupid discussion by most of the guys
who's the most hated guy?
they hate yongxiang because he mixes with girls..
that's DISCRIMINATION!
AGAIN! WAT'S WRONG WITH THAT?
im not going to go into detail in this..
cause its never ending..
i shall just say that some of the guys in our class just simply
SUCKS!
To those whose been so-called 'hated' by those guys
like -- and -- always come to us girls..
you've got our support..Thinks only J is the one who
have the say in those stupid groups..
he's the one who list those into the blacklist and
he would probably be also one of them soon..
Just wait and see!
ToodLeS..
Thursday, September 07, 2006 @ 7:39 AM

Most of the feelings that i have wrote in entries
lasted for just a few moments
this one is no exception
i love my mother and sister
but sometimes the things that they say to me
just hurts me lots
my sister wanted to do papers for revision and
didn't want me in the room
she said that i would disturb her and i should
sleep at my mom's room for the night
when asked, my mom rejected
she likes to have the whole bed to herself
and also didn't want the room to be cold and windy
which teenagers like me like..
i just feel so unwanted and eyes started to get wet
i didn't want them to see me like this
so i cried in the kitchen without any noise
i stopped and here i am writing an entry
mom agreed to let me sleep in her room
and from the bottom of my heart
i just know that she still loves me
that's why i cherish her
she showers me with lots of love..
and this is wat that bastard wouldn't
he don't deserves to be cherished
and the word 'daddy' has become a
strange word to me..
it has no meanings..
Monday, September 04, 2006 @ 5:20 AM

hey peeps..
Hi~?
okayy i know.. im lame..
jus bored..
today went for english oral..
why mus they arrange english oral
on the holidays..?
use your brain arhx!
hehex..
then went to RuiLing's house..
the girl who is young once again ..
claps*
she got her hair cut and
the first word that came out of my mouth
when i saw her was: MUSHROOM!
Muahahaha:D
no offence..(don't hit the roof if u see this TRL..haha!)
did some of my homework at her house..
also take alot of photos..
Cant help it! We jus simply love ourselves!
overall still think that im not photogenic..
sobsob*
anyway today's still a good day..
glad that nothing bad happened!
toodles..


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