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Friday, February 16, 2007 @ 5:44 AM
Im so tired this week..because of the competition and all those homework and tests..
in the end, i lost. i sang so badly. all because of that stupid flu.. most improtantly, i pity those who won.
if i didnt remember wrongly, those who won should get at least cash.. but all of them got popular voucher!
do you just join a competition for $100 of popular voucher? i want to emphasize on the word 'voucher'! buy each pen of different design and brand? buy assessment books? wat are they thinking? if i knew that this was the prize, i would never have wasted my time joining this competition! i mean i wouldnt have put in so much effort even though some might say for the experience. but who actually mean it? all i have working for this few weeks is for $100 popular voucher? furthermore, the winner should get at least $100 popular voucher but instead the winner got $70.. i think the other $30 went to those who got consolation prize. and that's me. im one of them. and i dont feel that i deserve or want that voucher. i dont feel good if i spend it. so, i decided to give it back to the winner -hanhui. he deserves it.it's rightfully his.
anyway, my performance on stage was totally terrible. it's hard for me to sing and that stupid mike and its buddy - the wire were against me. i hate the school sound system. it totally sucks. i bet anyone who uses, hates it too. but overall, im only able to reduce a little of my tiredness because of Ruiling and the girls. i could hear them shouting and cheering for me. i was really touched. it seem like they were the only ones who really care and supported me for watever mistakes i make. and not to mention those who wrote those 'i love euu' on the paper and lifted it up. even though they might have raised it because they think it's fun or whatever but it still means a lot to those who were on stage. thanks people. and sorry if i had disappoint you. it's just that im not in a very good shape to sing. im going to try to forget this horrible 'thing'. please dont mention anything about this infront of me. no questions or consolation. i need neither of that.time and understanding is all that i need.
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