Thursday, April 12, 2007 @ 6:52 AM
STOP HUGGING OR POKING ME! im not chubby.. im ms skinny comments like 'you're so skinny!' have been flooding my mind.. i have to clear it up.. so im officially declaring war to 'no recess' im going for recesses and eat something no matter how little it is.. so long as i eat something it's worth clapping. i havent been eating much ever since i stepped into this school's ground this year 2007 is it because of stress or some other things? how i wish i could be more interested in food like i am in chocolates and sweet stuffs XD how i wish i could order mac delivery in school for every recess or whatsoever. nowadays it's like a lot of stuff going on. there's so little time in a day, that i usually fall asleep in class.. too tired i guess. and it's mostly during physics classes that i fall asleep. i have no interest in this subject at all. not even a single bit. everything that mrs yeo teaches doesnt seem to go into my mind. whatever she say seems like she's chanting sutras.. that doesnt help me to find inner peace either. it just acts as my lullaby song.. im becoming so tired that i dont even watch tv i just simply fall asleep when im on the couch. home is the best place to be. but im still happy that im not like my sis she's becoming so stress and everything. everyday there's like tons of homework imagine it took me one whole day to complete an essay. and she has to do 3 in the night cause she have odac in the afternoon. all i can do is just refrain from disturbing her with my stupid acts :D aiya.. tmr still have full-dress rehearsal have to get those costumes ready. it's going to be another humiliating day~ let's just do our best! shall we? ajar ajar fighting!
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