"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
of dreams
and reverie


Friday, April 20, 2007 @ 7:26 AM

today's speech day was a total flop.
i couldnt sing properly and nicely.
i didnt dance like what i was supposed to.
people coming running to me and asking me
about that fall on stage that i had
with a big exclaimation mark
and a very very big one too.
that wasnt any funny act.
it was just too slippery.
i have never slipped when practising
on other practices with that pair of socks
it's either that cleaned the floor or i was too nervous.
most probably is nervous.
cause i was rushing.
everything didnt went smoothly.
after singing loi kra thong,
i was supposed to stand behind the curtains
but instead i went in front.
What was i thinking?
ohhh god damn it!
what the ****!
everyone could see who's
the clown for the day.
and maybe i'll get a prize for it.
everything just sucks!
what do bad things always happen to me?

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