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Tuesday, May 22, 2007 @ 6:17 AM
it's just a few days before we get released from this horrible living hell and we're not getting any rest or preparation for it :( i mean like let us have some activities mah.. but NO WAY! TIME IS PRECIOUS!! we must go on to the new chapter ohh god!! even though it's not as stress compared to the beginning of the year. trying to cope with those homework and everything just sucks! so exhausted even though i sleep so much still fell asleep during maths today. i dont normally fall asleep during maths. but physics :D hehe then when i wake up, they're doing some questions and i dont get it.. i think im the slowest one to complete all those questions c'mon! my maths just sucks TO HELL! especially A maths.. it makes me frustrated.. enough of these. tomorrow going to that mass run thang-.- GOD!! i have never been to one! its held once per year and i missed 2 alr. think it might affect my CCA points watever. im just going there for the sake of it. IRRITATING! today Mdm Lung asked me if i wanted to go for the chinese drama thang. My Sugarmuffin aka Bahbah dont want go.. by the way. let me introduce. RuiLing is my sugarmuffin and also bahbah(: cause she's chubby so call her that then im buhbuh:D cause im skinny like bamboo.. back to the topic.. i wanted to go. i would like to act. but i dont like those scripts that they give. so boring and not challenging at all. i like more difficult characters. something different. it doesnt mean if you're so quiet, you cant act to be one who is outspoken. right?! actually i prefer english dramas. it's much more interesting bah.. chinese one is always revolving around teenagers' world and that's just kinda bored you to tears when you've been watching this kind of stuff for like at least 10 years of your life-.- maybe i'll just consider the whole thing bah.. hope SOMEONE can accompany me! see that?! im getting so confused and i cant focus. im frustrated. im reflecting. im thinking. is this what i really want? if this is not what i want, then what else? what do i really want? every lil thing can be seen in two ways the simple one or the more complexed one. it's just up to you to interpret it.. just like if you see a very healthy and beautiful cat. if you see it in a simple way, you might be just thinking that it's someone else's cat but if you see it in a more complexed way, you might be thinking that it might be a stray cat and someone is kind enough to feed it or is it that it is someone else's cat and has been recently abandoned you think more and make yourself worry over small lil things that aint worth your attention. cant i just dont care and keep my mind free?
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"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
An April's fool who enjoyed 18 years of life and will continue to do so;
dubbed as LATE QUEEN and loving the title :D ;
has a darling old rabbit named Melody;
helplessly in love with animals except for amphibians;
hates routine night visits by beetles;
ultimately and seriously in need of a job! :) 
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