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Wednesday, January 09, 2008 @ 1:25 AM
i thought i had it all but it turns out that i dont.
just when i thought i might get that job, something just have to ruin it for me!
there's always something that gets in my way.
whatever i do or about to do gets kick back to the starting point.
even though the decision is still unclear, i've already given up hopes for it.
it's obvious that the answer would be the opposite of what i wanted.
it's frustrating and irritating how you can get so excited about it all and
had high hopes for it, already planning out everything, spreading the good news
and BAM!!
your heart gets thrown into an endless pit.
i rather this than having my heart dangling on the edge of the cliff
only waiting to get kicked in the back.
MR.STRESS haven come running to me yet, but SOON it'll be.
I AM VERY SURE ABOUT IT!
somehow im quite excited abt it
i have been slacking all these years that i've completely put
my hardworking brain cells into coma.
it's going to a while before they wakes up.
i haven got stress or pressure that drives me to the wall since hundreds of years ago
in fact, i dont think i ever had it.
if i had the money, i would make my schedule all packed.
be it tuitions or other classes that i love.
like learning japanese and other stuff ^___^
i thought language was my forte but it's obvious that it's still far from the mark.
anyway i must do my best for all subjects.
i really need someone to force me to study, if not i dont think i'll make it...
hope everyone can pull through this tough time...
GANBATTE!!!
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"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
An April's fool who enjoyed 18 years of life and will continue to do so;
dubbed as LATE QUEEN and loving the title :D ;
has a darling old rabbit named Melody;
helplessly in love with animals except for amphibians;
hates routine night visits by beetles;
ultimately and seriously in need of a job! :) 
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