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Saturday, July 05, 2008 @ 7:39 AM

here i am..
phew!
this week has been extremely crazy.
first, something happened on monday.
then got science tests on wed and thurs
the best thing of all,
i received a call on tuesday
or is it wednesday?
anyway, it was from NYJC.
im shortlisted and have to go for an audition.
i was glad!
i refrained myself from talking.
even though i still did..
i did it very softly.
but when i went for the audition today..
HAH!
i screwed it up BIG BIG TIME!!
i wanted to sing reflection by my favourite artist, Christina Aguilera
but cant..
i didnt have the score and they wanted it
so as to see if i got the notes and pitch all correct
so my few days of hard work down the drain..
i sang loi krathong and annie's song.
im sure i messed it up!
i regretted saying out MR.Poon's name
i felt like i disgraced him or something
this is the kind of choir member he has
had..sorry..

i was nervous when i stepped into the room,
i was nervous all the way till the end of it..
i can feel my legs and voice shaking..
i stopped shaking a few times..
i calm down a little ..
but a few seconds later it came back again
damn it!
this causes me to wonder if i'll even get into mjc's audition..
if things doesnt work out,
then perhaps i'll have to depend on my results
to get me into a good jc and i wont..
definitely wont join choir ever again..
that is if i have a choice . . .

please let me have a BIG FAT 'A' for my O' Levels Chinese Paper!!
i'll definitely work hard!! so please, god! help me~!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!

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