"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
of dreams
and reverie


Tuesday, January 22, 2008 @ 10:48 PM

well.. things have been kinda crazy lately.
not quite in the mood to blog.
partly because im tired of it.
since i've bought a 1GB memory card,
i thought i might as well make full use of it..
it was pouring heavily last week ( one of the days)
or was it last last week?! whatever!
was coming home and saw this swimming pool
so snap a few photos of it.
hope all insects gets drown by it..

I can be artistic at times. . .


last saturday was weird.
you can say that im heartless...
my chuki baby went missing or
more like ran away from home..
i put her in a box and it was impossible for it to escape
but somehow she just did it!
i thought that she would just popped out the next day or so
so didnt worry too much..
i rushed out to town to meet my sis and go shopping.
came home empty handed
then went bottle tree park for dinner.
the place was beautiful but packed with people -.-
and things there cost a bomb too.
guess it's okay to go once in a while..
they have those swan like paddling boats for costumers.
but dont think it's doing good.
most people go at night and
who would go paddling in the dark waters at night?!











anyway, im still hoping that my baby would come back..
im playing the music box so they it could maybe
somehow hear it and find it's way back. . .
I promise i wont call you fatso or xiao pang anymore...
I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH!!!

CHUKI ! ! :(








Wednesday, January 09, 2008 @ 1:25 AM

i thought i had it all but it turns out that i dont.
just when i thought i might get that job, something just have to ruin it for me!
there's always something that gets in my way.
whatever i do or about to do gets kick back to the starting point.
even though the decision is still unclear, i've already given up hopes for it.
it's obvious that the answer would be the opposite of what i wanted.
it's frustrating and irritating how you can get so excited about it all and
had high hopes for it, already planning out everything, spreading the good news
and BAM!!
your heart gets thrown into an endless pit.
i rather this than having my heart dangling on the edge of the cliff
only waiting to get kicked in the back.

MR.STRESS haven come running to me yet, but SOON it'll be.
I AM VERY SURE ABOUT IT!
somehow im quite excited abt it
i have been slacking all these years that i've completely put
my hardworking brain cells into coma.
it's going to a while before they wakes up.
i haven got stress or pressure that drives me to the wall since hundreds of years ago
in fact, i dont think i ever had it.
if i had the money, i would make my schedule all packed.
be it tuitions or other classes that i love.
like learning japanese and other stuff ^___^
i thought language was my forte but it's obvious that it's still far from the mark.
anyway i must do my best for all subjects.
i really need someone to force me to study, if not i dont think i'll make it...
hope everyone can pull through this tough time...

GANBATTE!!!


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