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Friday, July 31, 2009 @ 4:38 AM
i have to admit. im struggling.
school is hectic as usual with lecture tests,
class tests,choir..
speaking of choir,prac and performance
got cancelled because too many people are sick
and i hope Nabillah will get well soon :)
it's just so hard these days..
everyday im worrying about something.
worrying about whether it's okay to still be so relax..
whether i'll ever going to fit in..
whether there's something wrong with me or not..
(because im always hungry...)
most importantly, what do i want.
i've been thinking about what i want to be in the future,
but i just couldnt make up my mind.
i need a firm resolution so that i would not just be studying
for the sake of it but for my goal.
im interested in taking some courses.
but studying for interest is not going to take me anywhere..
arghh.. *frustrated*
besides this, i think im just not fitting in sometimes.
it just suddenly becomes so strange,
im like an outsider...
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"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
An April's fool who enjoyed 18 years of life and will continue to do so;
dubbed as LATE QUEEN and loving the title :D ;
has a darling old rabbit named Melody;
helplessly in love with animals except for amphibians;
hates routine night visits by beetles;
ultimately and seriously in need of a job! :) 
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