"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
An April's fool who enjoyed 18 years of life and will continue to do so;
dubbed as LATE QUEEN and loving the title :D ;
has a darling old rabbit named Melody;
helplessly in love with animals except for amphibians;
hates routine night visits by beetles;
ultimately and seriously in need of a job! :)
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Friday, July 31, 2009 @ 4:38 AM
i have to admit. im struggling. school is hectic as usual with lecture tests, class tests,choir.. speaking of choir,prac and performance got cancelled because too many people are sick and i hope Nabillah will get well soon :) it's just so hard these days.. everyday im worrying about something. worrying about whether it's okay to still be so relax.. whether i'll ever going to fit in.. whether there's something wrong with me or not.. (because im always hungry...) most importantly, what do i want. i've been thinking about what i want to be in the future, but i just couldnt make up my mind. i need a firm resolution so that i would not just be studying for the sake of it but for my goal. im interested in taking some courses. but studying for interest is not going to take me anywhere.. arghh.. *frustrated* besides this, i think im just not fitting in sometimes. it just suddenly becomes so strange, im like an outsider...
Saturday, July 25, 2009 @ 12:21 AM
We had our 4x100m relay heats ytd. to be honest, i had no confidence in getting into the finals. the day before, we had a short practice and it wasnt very good. I had muscle cramps on the day of the run itself and a surprise.. well, all of us werent on our best performance and xiaomin said she didnt put in her best efforts and yet she flew across the tracks like nobody's business! haha:D At the start of the race, zhaozhi overtook one of the runners and i thought i was going to be the first to get the baton cause it seemed like she was closing in as in very close. but in the end, i was the third. i think our passing of batons slowed us down. i ran and overtook the other two runners! that feeling of having done something is just marvelous! and i think i didnt hold the baton correctly, so i use my other hand to pull out the baton so that my hand is on the edge of it. this always happens. Everytime i run in a relay i always have to pull it out. guess it's becoming habit. wahaha! Jodi was there waiting for me and i could clearly see that she was still near the starting of the 10m mark. she was afraid i didnt have enough energy to chase her that's why she jog that little from the mark. how sweet! to be honest, i wasnt as exhausted as i was during the practice. or rather, i felt okay. normally after sprinting 100m, i would be so breathless and my throat would burn. but it didnt. maybe it wasnt my 100%. as i stood there, watching xiaomin running the last 100m and leaving a huge gap between herself and the other runners, i was screaming and jumping. most of our classmates stayed back to watch the relay.. and the guys ran too. though one or two of the other teams cut into their lane and interrupted their run which caused our dear long ge to almost trip, they were still great :D WELL DONE!
after that, i went home to meet mom before going back to school for the PTM. my results were bad with a big fat U among my 3 H2. and needless to say, it's all thanks to economics of course! Ms Hazel asked me if i studied for it during the holidays and i just spoke the truth. i didnt :) i only studied it on the day before the exam. i hate economics and that's that. unless i can grasp the whole concept of it, i will continue so. pray for me that i will fall in love with economics! please! i need to have passion for that stupid, lousy, ugly econs! and i seriously need a target!
i have 3 tests coming up and promos just 2 months away. choir's having performance and this and that... stress~!
just something to brighten up my day.. donghae..
Saturday, July 11, 2009 @ 1:52 AM
Girls' generation feat Dong Hae
SORRY sorry
It's you
Kim Ki Bum and Kyu Hyun are also not bad.. haha XD
SUPER JUNIOR'S LEE DONG HAE
Friday, July 10, 2009 @ 9:10 AM
hohoho.. exams are over! results were pretty bad. well.. horribly bad. haha! ATROCIOUS! but im just glad it's over. i'll make hard for promo to make sure i get promoted. below are some pictures taken earlier this year. didnt have time to upload the pictures. and im too lazy to explain everything in detail.. wahahaha. and my teppei koike has been replaced by Lee Dong Hae. let's just say he's perfect. . he looks like kim jeong hoon from some angles. and nakajima yuto too.. i think those who know me really well should know what i mean.
rachel's cheese cake?
our croquette! yum yum~ *stomach growling* RAWR*
jiazheng's pot of something with mushroom
rachel's udon.
my salmon and whatever..
monica's cha soba.
their sashimi.. i dont like it..
aFTER SYF, at Ichiban Sushi with monica, jiazheng and rachel
while waiting for my hair to be done...
wanted to post another picture with monica,
but im kinda unglam so no way am i putting it up.
and yes, i just used the word "unglam"
what can you do about me, munyee?
HAHAHAHA!!! NENENIPUPU!!! :P
me and Jiazheng
me and rachel
taken during the first few weeks in Nanyang. the golden retriever is so adorable and obedient.
BBQ party at mom's friend's condo. after choir prac. you're thinking that girl beside me is a tourist right? no, she's not. she's just my sis trying to pretend to be a tourist -.-