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Sunday, January 16, 2011 @ 12:47 AM
i've decided to un-privatise my blog since Jodi requested it.she loves me and wants to know everything about me.. not knowing what happens in my life kills her.. im saying this on her behalf. WAHAHAHA!! she'll probably be smiling when she seems this. and "this is absurd!" would be what comes to her mind or in other words "siao!" :D
Unfortunately, i've started working and the first wasn't as smooth-sailing as i wanted it to be. my lack of initiative has led me to be told off by my boss though it was not like she shouted but her way of saying it makes me feel like crying. there's a few things that i noticed and reconfirmed regarding my self. I'm anti-social, lack of confidence and pampered. I get ultra upset when my boss tells me off, when others would just shrugged it off. it's like i can't take it. i feel like crying but i hold it in and just tell myself that i am going to do my stuff properly so that she would have nothing to complain about. but i wont be able to help it if she decides to make me feel useless. there's still so much stuff to learn.. most importantly, office politics. i dont understand but i see it happening. lucky im just working for 6 months and i would be gone before anyone can do anything to me. I dont understand why people can't work in harmony. in either case, it's gonna be tough now, since meena is gone. she's the most lovable one and i'll miss her. pray for my survival as I uncover the harsh realities of the working life. I hereby declare that i am not suitable for office jobs, and i should do all my utmost best to avoid getting one in the future. i should get one that allows me to do what i like, maybe a tour guide. then i can travel around the world! weeeeeeeeee..... ta.
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"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
An April's fool who enjoyed 18 years of life and will continue to do so;
dubbed as LATE QUEEN and loving the title :D ;
has a darling old rabbit named Melody;
helplessly in love with animals except for amphibians;
hates routine night visits by beetles;
ultimately and seriously in need of a job! :) 
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