ChOcOlAtE aPpLe

2011-02-17T05:33:00.000-08:00

I will not go down without a fight.
Not this time.

2011-02-14T04:53:00.000-08:00

without a doubt, this is an opportunity that i couldnt pass up on
but then again, do i have what it takes to deliver what they want?
since life hasnt been all smooth-sailing for me,
i am fearful of what kind of situation my decision would make me end up in.
If im not as receptive as i think i am to criticism,
i dont think i'll be able to pull it off.
so it might be best if i dont let it get to my head
and think rationally.

ta.

2011-02-01T04:21:00.000-08:00

that was the epitome of what i said.
totally.

2011-01-28T09:01:00.000-08:00

Other people's lives always seemed to be so alluring..
...so much so that it makes you want to take a bite out of it...
*reaches out... and misses it!* awww shucks!

It seems to me that "Greedy" does not exist in my dictionary,
the page that has been torn and tattered defines the meaning of contentment.

I've yet to grasp the meaning of contentment.
I get contented momentarily when I get what i want
but a second later, i realise that there's still more..

look like there's still a long way to go before "contentment" sets in for good..

find me.

ta.

2011-01-23T06:30:00.000-08:00

Today was absolutely MY DAY!
I bought like so much stuffs that my heart aches
but im smiling like a nut case..
my feet hurts like hell too.
anyway, having been friends with
Ms. Tho Li Pin for so long,
it's no wonder that we have such similar taste.
we like exactly the same thing and im sure
Sin Yee will definitely like it too if she wasnt such a
busy woman... -.-
We bought like the same top but different colour
and the same pair of shoes.
but when we went to charles and keith,
though we like the same bag,
we couldnt afford to buy it together
cause that would make us totally like siamese twins
if we went out and totally clash from top to bottom.
perhaps our similar build and a decade long friendship
(OMFG! I didnt know i could put up with her for so long. i think im so wonderful :D )
has made our taste and mindset like the same!
COOL~
but im not saying that going out with the others arent as good.
it's just that it's really amazing when you and your friend
like the same thing...
i feel like a secondary school girl again.
blabbing about her shopping trip.
but i gotta say...
retail therapy certainly makes my day and gives me
the strength to last yet another week at work.

one more thing,
i heard from Monica that her sec sch best friend
is coming to the zoo to work!
this is like WOW!
i pray that she'll work in the same department as me
then going to work would be less mind-numbing..
heard so much from Monica that i have so
much in common with this friend of hers
and this makes me very curious
that i want to see it for myself..
...just how similar we are...
ta.
Monday blues take me awayyy~

2011-01-21T18:54:00.000-08:00

JOO has such a soulful voice :)

Cute :3

2011-01-18T08:12:00.000-08:00

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LOVELY MELODY.

2011-01-17T07:39:00.000-08:00

I really want to go back to december.

honestly.

2011-01-17T05:52:00.000-08:00

LOVE LOVE LOVE!

2011-01-16T00:47:00.000-08:00

i've decided to un-privatise my blog since Jodi requested it.

she loves me and wants to know everything about me..

not knowing what happens in my life kills her..

im saying this on her behalf. WAHAHAHA!!

she'll probably be smiling when she seems this. and

"this is absurd!" would be what comes to her mind or

in other words "siao!" :D

Unfortunately, i've started working and the first wasn't as

smooth-sailing as i wanted it to be.

my lack of initiative has led me to be told off by my boss

though it was not like she shouted but her way of saying it

makes me feel like crying.

there's a few things that i noticed and reconfirmed regarding my self.

I'm anti-social, lack of confidence and pampered.

I get ultra upset when my boss tells me off, when others would just shrugged it off.

it's like i can't take it. i feel like crying but i hold it in

and just tell myself that i am going to do my stuff properly

so that she would have nothing to complain about.

but i wont be able to help it if she decides to make me feel useless.

there's still so much stuff to learn..

most importantly, office politics.

i dont understand but i see it happening.

lucky im just working for 6 months and i would be gone

before anyone can do anything to me.

I dont understand why people can't work in harmony.

in either case, it's gonna be tough now, since meena is gone.

she's the most lovable one and i'll miss her.

pray for my survival as I uncover the

harsh realities of the working life.

I hereby declare that i am not suitable for office jobs,

and i should do all my utmost best to avoid getting one in the future.

i should get one that allows me to do what i like,

maybe a tour guide.

then i can travel around the world!

weeeeeeeeee.....

ta.

2010-12-23T09:01:00.001-08:00

Now that i have privatised this blog,
I just want to say.
I hate myself for my flaws and incompetency.

2010-12-23T08:10:00.000-08:00

Sleep eludes me, and that feeling suck. Big time.
but it somehow makes me think and go through everything mentally
and now, im writing it down.

It's a fact that every one has a side that just simply craves attention.
and it's not bad, unless you're talking about those serial killers
who murders people to get attention..
now that's a whole different story.
I don't deny that i am a attention seeker.
I feel extremely happy when people praise me and likewise,
I feel even more extremely upset when people fervently says things
that just simply hits me right on that particular spot and best thing of all,
don't even realised what damage has been done
even if it was for that few seconds when it seriously hurt and i just feel like
crawling back into my hole.
there's only two options.
give that person a piece of your mind or just pretend you heard nothing
and quietly let it slide because you're afraid that
choosing the former would definitely change something
and that something isnt what you feel is worth risking for.
If only I had the courage to do what I desired and fear not of the outcome...

I am not perfect and I know the golden rule:
"Do unto others as you would have them do unto you"
I have hurt some people with my words or my insensitivity,
this is my mistake.
but human nature is hard to change.
I have tried to prevent myself from crossing the border
and im not sure whether it has worked or not
but i think that me being aware of this is already not bad
if i put it in my everyday lingo.
since i can't get rid of it, i'll just have to avoid it
and then there will come a time when i'll be as careful as
possible with my words and as sensitive as i can be with
people's feelings :)
Let this be a lesson and reminder to myself,
to continue to abide the golden rule..

At times, I feel like im left out of everything that I want to be a part of.
conversations, memories, lives.
either because of my ignorance or it's just me.
Not even a soul has an idea of how intense my desire is, to be
part of everything and everyone.
and It just seems like no one gives a shit about being in my life at all.
I'm withering and everyone continues going on with their-so-interesting-that-I-am-dying-out-of-envy lives.
Come on, someone's gotta go down with me.
Any takers?

Random shall be my middle name for this post is random beyond random-ness.

2010-12-09T13:45:00.000-08:00

I slept at 10 yesterday and this is probably the reason why
when i woke up at 4 plus i couldnt go back to sleep..
this really makes me wonder why in the past,
it took me great pains to just open my eyes and
get out of the bed when it's time for school.
Perhaps, the thought of going to school felt repulsive
and that caused me to be late for so many times *roll eyes*
if i did all my stuffs now and get ready for school,
i'll be there earlier than i ever did!

I'm having a slight headache now..
so there's a high possibility that i might be
able to catch some sleep later on.
I have my finger's crossed.

Lately I haven't been eating much,
skipping meals and all that.
i pray that i won't lose weight
if not i'll be more paper thin than i already am!
sickening :(

I'm kinda hungry now,
gotta stick to my motto
to do what i want whenever i like
so i'll just grab something that i feel like eating now.
i feel like eating a proper meal like traditional chinese
dinner with rice and vege and MEAT.
MEAT,
is a very important food that must be present
for every single meal.
I love meat but sometimes i get tired of eating it
that fish becomes more appealing somehow.
now that the fish-fetish has subsided,
meat is back on the menu.
i need it now :)
ta.

2010-12-09T03:45:00.000-08:00

I am drained.
have been at KTPH the whole afternoon cause my grandma got admitted again.
yes, again.
i wonder how many times has it been?
it's just really sad to see her lying on that hospital bed, looking confused
and having needles inserted here and there..
she obviously don't recognize me but it's alright
i've got used to it already...
i just hope that she gets well soon :)

sitting in this empty living room alone has always allowed me to think things through
and sometimes my train of thoughts gets interrupted by Melody's laborious breathing..
everytime i hear it, it just makes me feel like as each day pass, im one step closer to losing her
and it's a fact, something that is bound to happen that i cannot evade.
even though ever since Hoppy's death, i have been mentally preparing myself for the day when she'll join her too but you'll never know it until you're put in that situation.

now that the prom is finally over, it's about time to get serious and busy
guess 2 years in JC has made me so accustomed to being busy all the time
with homework and feeling guilty for not studying that i feel pretty
uneasy about having nothing to do.
i just hope that i'll get a job that i will enjoy and be able to learn a lot from.
i dont want everyday to be boring and meaningless.
i want to do what i want.
and this is a rough list.
1. get a job
2. learn Japanese language
3. get a driver's license
4. finish reading The Time Traveler's Wife
wow, that's short!
well, it'll build up soon...

2010-12-06T19:43:00.000-08:00

Mary Stayed out all night

Another fabulous Korean Drama
Though i hate to say it but i think this drama is much better than playful kiss
perhaps too many version makes it boring.

the predictability of playful kiss has undoubtedly contributed to its low viewership.

but i sure hope this drama will continue to live up to my expectation.

this drama has me torn between Jang Geun Suk and Kim Jae Wook!

but Kim Jae Wook suits his role in coffee prince more.

there's a 流浪汉 kind of handsome.

this is a must-watch drama though there's some parts which are not logical to me

but still it's a both thumbs up :)

After Jia Zheng's fervent persuasion for me to watch S.M the ballad, i finally watched it... repeatededly because it's really amazing! their voices are incredibly good that it makes all other male singers embarrassed of their own.. Koreans seem to be exceptionally good at singing.. on average i mean. perhaps their ancestors used to sing all day and they inherited their beautiful voices. i should stop before envy gets the better of me! :D

2010-10-31T10:01:00.000-07:00

Im currently writing an outline for my GP essay .. TOTALLY BRAIN DRAINING.. so had to do something to perk up.

Ever since me and my uncle had our own holocaust on the ants which had a colony on the wall behind the cupboard (i have no idea how much they defy gravity until now) , the remaining survivors seems to be pretty pissed off and keen on making a revolt. Though im pretty sure the colony has been wiped off from history, there must have been one or two that escaped and perhaps use the KAGEBUNSHINOJITSU to take over the world (which is my house). Yes, indeed, they have made it clear that it's war they want when i find them crawling on my arms when im watching tv; invading my personal space and disturbing me when im using the computer and the worst of it all, taking over my leftover food!!! (which happens to be my favourite dish and i intend to finish it when im hungry again..unforgivable pests!) now that they have incurred the wrath of the GREAT ME, if it's war they want then it's war they shall get!

I SHALL SHOW NO MERCY AND BLOOD SHALL BE SHED! (though they're too tiny for there to be any blood) Nonetheless, RAWR!!!

2010-09-18T00:44:00.000-07:00

Jo Kwon - The Day I confessed

SWEET~!

2010-09-11T00:43:00.000-07:00

kATINA PASIAN - Slow Motion

2010-08-21T01:39:00.000-07:00

N I C H K H U N <3

2010-07-31T04:05:00.001-07:00

sometimes it just seemed so totally stupid that
you're desperately trying to get back something
that you know is gone forever..

was i asking too much?
if that's the case, give it to me straight in the face.
i'd rather die than suffer.

2010-07-28T02:59:00.000-07:00

Namjachinguga saenggimyeon hago sipdeon il neomuna manha

Nan neul kkumeul kkueosseo

Cheot beonjjae gilgeorieseo kiseuhae bogi

Du beonjjaen mallya chuncheonhaeng saebyeok gicha

Se beonjjae sopung gagi

Ne beonjjae deunge eophigi

Daseot beonjjae keopeullingeun gibon

Boo boo boo jeongmal dalkomhal geoya

Wae ireoke dugeun dugeun dugeun ttwini saenggangman haedo

Han gajissik maeil maeil maeil neowa da hae bol geoya

Nan nega isseo haruga jeulgeowo ijeneun duriraneun ge

Nae sojunghan neo, baby baby baby baby baby boo~

Yeojachinguga saenggimyeon hago sipdeon il naegedo manha

Hangsang bureowo haesseo

Yeoseot jjae simyayeonghwa

Ilgop jjae noridongsando

Yeodeorp beonjjae kkamjjak ibenteudo

Boo boo boo jeongmal haengbokhal geoya

Wae ireoke dugeun dugeun dugeun ttwini saenggangman haedo

Han gajissik maeil maeil maeil neowa da hae bol geoya

Nan nega isseo haruga jeulgeowo ijeneun duriraneun ge

Nae sojunghan neo, baby baby baby baby boo~ yeah~

Honjayeotdeon saengiri hal il eopdeon jumari

Ireum buteun naldeuri ijen gidaryeojyeo

Duriraseo joha hamkkeraseo joha

Eodie itdeunji tto mueol hadeunji neowa

Na geu junge jeil jeil jeil hago sipdeon han gaji

Neol saranghae geu mal geu mal geu mal han beon malhae boneun il

Neol saranghae geu mal geu mal geu mal han beon deureo boneun il

Naege wa jwoseo neomuna gomawo nae gyeote nega inneun ge

Namanui sarang, baby baby baby baby boo~

Baby baby baby (my one and only love) baby boo~

2010-07-01T22:02:00.000-07:00

2010-07-01T20:47:00.000-07:00

my choir trip to E U R O P E
it's the best!
in the past, there is only one place where im going for on choir trips - Malaysia -.-
yes, it is pathetic..
that's why this time it's so F A B U L O U S
how i wish i could stay there forever..
Oops.. i think i left part of my heart there.
im surviving on the photos now.
they are the only thing that's keeps me going on in this super dark period.
mye.
you suck.

2010-01-24T07:50:00.000-08:00

Why is it that when im in so much pain, you dont even give a damn?
What happened to us?

2009-12-30T05:11:00.000-08:00

all these two videos are kind of old but i just saw them.
absolutely hilarious! *thumbs up*

Jeff Dunham and ACHMED the terrorist.
AMAZING and incredibly funny ^*^

Vote walter for president
funny old man :P
i wouldnt mind if he were to be president of USA.

2009-12-30T03:05:00.000-08:00

my two best friends in the world..
one whom i've known for almost 9 years and another 8 years,
ditch me for their boyfriends -.-
if there's a beam balance now, i'd probably be among the clouds . . .
*moody*

2009-12-29T08:47:00.001-08:00

just now, my math tuition ended kind of late and
i called my mom to pick me up.
i was very hungry and pester her to let me get some food.
and just as we were about to turn into the carpark at cp,
she realised the cashcard wasnt there and frantically asked me to search for it.
i showed her the card and she said "that's not it, jiejie must have taken the card with her to Bali..."
and so she got fed up but i couldnt care less.
i just want to eat. that's it! what's so difficult about it?!
then, i wanted to get food from cp laksi lemak but she refused cause she's afraid of getting stuck in the carpark.
"it's too difficult to park there~" *pfft*
*rolls eyes*
she offered to drop me off at a nearby coffeeshop
but i totally hate the food there!
"ewwww.. i dont want.. if you want me to get food here, i'd rather not eat."
...in an annoying voice and "the" look.
the look that spoilt brats give when things dont freaking go their way.
yes, i am a freaking spoilt brat at times.. i know that ...
im forced to use my last resort.
so after we reached home, i slammed the door,didnt wait for her and just went home.
well.. i did feel a little angry at myself for giving her all these crap.
but when im hungry, like seriously hungry, nothing gets in my way!
and all these crap is just to get her to take responsibility to make sure i get something to fill my stomach.
yes, i do realise im acting like a princess.
like i havent been told a zillion times already! *rolls eyes*
...at least i thanked her for the meal... ;D

2009-12-20T08:10:00.001-08:00

On friday, went out with Shuying and Yongxiang to watch new moon.

at first when it was released i was so damn excited.

asked Shuying to go then she kept postponing until my mood all lost .

finally get to watch the show and it turned out to be a total disappointment -.-

some cheap production i suppose.

I seriously hate that first part when the camera revolves around Bella ...

one round = one month gone.

when they were about to finish one round i was like

"oh no, dont tell me they are going to do that lame stunt?!"

and they really live up to my expectation! AMAZING!! *.*

what lame shit! *ka pui*

im actually amazed by my ability to see what's coming up :) wowwowwow~

but honestly i was able to survive the whole show because Jacob was there.

Taylor Lautner is undeniably hot! H O T!

I like the Edward character in the books but on screen, jacob got my vote :D

although all the main ideas that were in the book were generally reflected on screen

but still something is lacking...

i just cant figure it out.

monica too...

but anyway, totally love Dakota Fanning as Jane :D:D

her eyes are so cool~!

2009-12-18T21:28:00.000-08:00

I'm greedy.
I want to be a part of everything.
but it doesnt go that way...

2009-12-08T07:09:00.001-08:00

i've got no life.
would someone please bring in some colours?
ta.

2009-12-04T23:53:00.000-08:00

1, 2, 3 木头人 ;D

2009-12-04T22:59:00.000-08:00

HOLIDAYS...
it's got a ring to it...
just when you get thrilled over the fact that it's the dec holiday,
...bells go "ding.. dong.. ding.. dong.."
... flowers blossoming..
...and you go twirling in circles...
school's over, no more CCA practices.. YES! :D
the feeling wears off when you realised your pockets empty
and you've got tons of work left undone.. -.-
Mr. Stress knocks on your door.
besides this, most importantly, your friends are
all way too busy to entertain you.
you ask them out, they apologised and reject your offer just like
the way you did it previously.
it's a vicious cycle i would say.
and to get away from all these stress and boredom,
you vent them all out here...
unknowingly, another stress has already build up
what am i supposed to say next?
i just cant remember what else is left to say!
oh god~! *thinking hard*
...
...
...
*scratches head*
you get what i mean?
im nuts.
ta.

2009-11-30T20:50:00.000-08:00

Can't deny the fact that i like to take pictures.

hohohoho... :D

ME, MY UNCLE AND MY MOM LAZING IN THE CABIN

MY GRANDMA

THE 3 BABIES

WATCH ME! IM ABOUT TO TAKE OFF~!

up up and AWAY. .. .. . .!!

SAY HELLO TO GEEKY SPECS!

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let's begin shall we?

aft op, we went for celebration.. yuki yaki or yaki yuki. (nevermind... whatever...)

blahblahblah... qy wanted to get those sesame street dolls.

and there goes all the one dollar coins that she's got.

eventually she got it.. after like a zillion attempts. HAHA!

the four of us went bowling while the rest went home.

i finally got into the 100 range! *happy happy*

the friday of the second last week of school...

we stayed back and took lots of pictures.

ok. i love my class. there you have it, enough to conclude :D

the day we went for NE trip...

the whole class went for it.

it was fun except when the 3 of us have to go back to school for choir.

ruin our whole NE trip :(

we were really pathetic.

though the distance from the bus stop to the mrt station wasnt very very very far,

but it was raining, which makes it feels like it's miles away.

aft choir, met up with the class to have dinner at pizza hut.

here comes the problem. money problem. *headache*

aft @#%#^$%&%$$%#$!*, we finally settled it and home sweet home.

last week...

friday was nathanael's b'day!

he's one year old and still afraid of me -.-

aft that we board the star cruise and began our 3 days 2 nights journey

it was B O R I N G !

im so not going back ever again.

there's like completely nothing to do. NOTHING.

CASINO. got in once.

the impression i have is stinky, smoky and filled with old people-.-

the second attempt failed. well i dont give a damn anyway.

the only thing that i like about the whole trip

was that we get to eat like 5 times a day :D

and the scenery was fabulous :) (note that it is not FABULOUS)

we got back on sunday. phew~!

got the cruise syndrome. (eat, watch tv, sleep, eat, sleep, watch tv...)

and miki died while i was away.

now the no. of hamsters that i have = 0

i didnt cry. i knew it was going to go.. sooner or later..

now maki and miki can finally be together again. (sounds like wan ti when she was trying to comfort monica)

ta.

2009-10-31T00:52:00.000-07:00

im having a lvl mother tongue on monday
and i have yet to do an revision
given that my chinese results aint that good..
haha!
had my pw dry run ytd, not very good i guess.
i have to do more research.

choir practice was fun ytd.
tt is still as charismatic as before HAAHAA!!
when he's conducting, i always feel very excited and happy to sing those songs.
he's a super good conductor.
and humourous too..
keeps on talking bad about cheow haha! :D
beauty and the BEAST.. >.<
anyway, the good news was that they're pretty sure
that we're going to have a concert next year..
and it's not your average choir concert.
it's going to be fun. with some drama here and there.
im definitely sure that that would light up my jc life..
just a little perhaps. better than nothing :)

after choir, it was pouring damn heavily.
i waited for while and luckily jae bought an umbrella
if not i would really consider taking a taxi
and that would seriously burn a hole in my pocket -.-
thanks to the umbrella,
i wasnt drenched but my shoes were soaking wet.
when i walk, there's this "squish, squish" sound.
ewwww~ and if i squeeze the shoe,
im sure there's bound to be water coming out
and it would be enough to fill a cup.
thirsty anyone? :P

oh!
ytd when my class went to get something,
we asked for it nicely and "that egg" told us to " GET OUT"
How dare he give us attitude?! Even though we're students,
he ought to give some respect.
terrible person.
dont think he'll ever get any respect from us.

this ruins my mood.
i need something to cheer myself up.
ABRACADEBRA
sexy~

2009-10-16T08:28:00.001-07:00

im back from chalet since yesterday

but i was damn tired that i slept on and off several times..

dont even have the energy to post anything.

just went thru my gallery and found like

so many stuffs that i didnt update..

i'll probably just upload a few pictures here and the others on fb.

im still not getting how facebook works..

whatever.

anyway, chalet was pretty fun except for the fact that

there was some quarrels here and there (not that it matter much)

and that the chalet is super duper far from civilisation.

walk until my veins like bursting. aiyo!
it's got its good and bad points.
didnt really take a lot of pictures with everyone.

pity~

funny thing about today was that

just shortly after stupid Jiazheng say that im slow,

cause we're late for choir (all because of her watch)

she tried to walk infront of me on the escalator and almost trip!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! KARMA!

i think this always happens, simply because

she has got LONG legs... and

they get entangled together -.-

joke.

2009-10-12T08:39:00.000-07:00

Promotional exam is FINALLY OVER!
i repeat. FINALLY O-V-E-R!!!
and im going chalet tmr.
life's great when exams are all over~
well.. for a while at least.. -.-

2009-09-16T00:33:00.001-07:00

I've been listening to 98.7 for these few days and i wonder why they are banning Kanye West's songs for 2 weeks or something.. this video totally answers it. Kanye west is the biggest jerk on Earth. Ban his songs forever. i dont even listen to them :D
Poor Taylor Swift.. i think she totally deserve that award.

back to studying ..
boring -.-

2009-07-31T04:38:00.000-07:00

i have to admit. im struggling.
school is hectic as usual with lecture tests,
class tests,choir..
speaking of choir,prac and performance
got cancelled because too many people are sick
and i hope Nabillah will get well soon :)
it's just so hard these days..
everyday im worrying about something.
worrying about whether it's okay to still be so relax..
whether i'll ever going to fit in..
whether there's something wrong with me or not..
(because im always hungry...)
most importantly, what do i want.
i've been thinking about what i want to be in the future,
but i just couldnt make up my mind.
i need a firm resolution so that i would not just be studying
for the sake of it but for my goal.
im interested in taking some courses.
but studying for interest is not going to take me anywhere..
arghh.. *frustrated*
besides this, i think im just not fitting in sometimes.
it just suddenly becomes so strange,
im like an outsider...

2009-07-25T00:21:00.000-07:00

We had our 4x100m relay heats ytd.
to be honest, i had no confidence in getting into the finals.
the day before, we had a short practice and it wasnt very good.
I had muscle cramps on the day of the run itself and a surprise..
well, all of us werent on our best performance and
xiaomin said she didnt put in her best efforts and yet she flew
across the tracks like nobody's business! haha:D
At the start of the race, zhaozhi overtook one of the runners
and i thought i was going to be the first to get the baton cause
it seemed like she was closing in as in very close.
but in the end, i was the third.
i think our passing of batons slowed us down.
i ran and overtook the other two runners!
that feeling of having done something is just marvelous!
and i think i didnt hold the baton correctly,
so i use my other hand to pull out the baton
so that my hand is on the edge of it.
this always happens.
Everytime i run in a relay i always have to pull it out.
guess it's becoming habit. wahaha!
Jodi was there waiting for me and
i could clearly see that she was still near the starting of the 10m mark.
she was afraid i didnt have enough energy to chase her
that's why she jog that little from the mark. how sweet!
to be honest, i wasnt as exhausted as i was during the practice.
or rather, i felt okay. normally after sprinting 100m,
i would be so breathless and my throat would burn.
but it didnt.
maybe it wasnt my 100%. as i stood there,
watching xiaomin running the last 100m and leaving a huge gap
between herself and the other runners, i was screaming and jumping.
most of our classmates stayed back to watch the relay..
and the guys ran too.
though one or two of the other teams cut into their lane
and interrupted their run which caused our dear long ge to almost trip,
they were still great :D WELL DONE!

after that, i went home to meet mom
before going back to school for the PTM.
my results were bad with a big fat U among my 3 H2.
and needless to say, it's all thanks to economics of course!
Ms Hazel asked me if i studied for it during the holidays
and i just spoke the truth. i didnt :)
i only studied it on the day before the exam.
i hate economics and that's that.
unless i can grasp the whole concept of it, i will continue so.
pray for me that i will fall in love with economics!
please! i need to have passion for that stupid, lousy, ugly econs!
and i seriously need a target!

i have 3 tests coming up and promos just 2 months away.
choir's having performance and this and that...
stress~!

just something to brighten up my day.. donghae..

2009-07-11T01:52:00.000-07:00

Girls' generation feat Dong Hae

SORRY sorry

It's you

Kim Ki Bum and Kyu Hyun are also not bad.. haha XD

2009-07-11T01:37:00.001-07:00

SUPER JUNIOR'S
LEE DONG HAE

2009-07-10T09:10:00.000-07:00

hohoho.. exams are over! results were pretty bad.
well.. horribly bad. haha!
ATROCIOUS!
but im just glad it's over.
i'll make hard for promo to make sure i get promoted.
below are some pictures taken earlier this year. didnt have time to upload the pictures.
and im too lazy to explain everything in detail.. wahahaha.
and my teppei koike has been replaced by Lee Dong Hae.
let's just say he's perfect. .
he looks like kim jeong hoon from some angles.
and nakajima yuto too..
i think those who know me really well should know what i mean.

rachel's cheese cake?

our croquette! yum yum~
*stomach growling* RAWR*

jiazheng's pot of something with mushroom

rachel's udon.

my salmon and whatever..

monica's cha soba.

their sashimi.. i dont like it..

aFTER SYF, at Ichiban Sushi with monica, jiazheng and rachel

while waiting for my hair to be done...

wanted to post another picture with monica,

but im kinda unglam so no way am i putting it up.

and yes, i just used the word "unglam"

what can you do about me, munyee?

HAHAHAHA!!! NENENIPUPU!!! :P

me and Jiazheng

me and rachel

taken during the first few weeks in Nanyang.
the golden retriever is so adorable and obedient.

BBQ party at mom's friend's condo. after choir prac.
you're thinking that girl beside me is a tourist right?
no, she's not.
she's just my sis trying to pretend to be a tourist -.-

more coming up when im free to update...

stay tuned.

hehehe:D

2009-06-01T01:57:00.000-07:00

A very touching song~ :)

2009-04-17T17:59:00.000-07:00

well , just a couple of stuffs to update.
it's been like a week or so, i guess.
last friday, it was a holiday so i went to Clarke Quay with Munyee.
and yes, we were lost as to where Liang Court was.
it was raining heavily. and we shopped around the CENTRAL
trust me, it's boring there..
and munyee was reluctant to cross over the bridge to get to Liang Court
cause she doesnt want to get her shoes wet -.-
but i convinced anyway.
she got there, bored as well.
shopped for a while and got out.
and lucky thing was the last shuttle bus just drove off not long ago
GREAT! we had to get onto a taxi in order to go back.
afterwards, went to novena.
you see, the reason why im going here and there
is because im trying to get my sis a present but it seems like she's got everything
so my trip to novena was wasted.
needless to say, it's boring there as well.
all in all, singapore's shopping centres are boring.

ONE Morning, DOUBLE shock.
Ohhh my god.
i just online and got multiple messages from people
who said i got virus..
I DONT EVEN KNOW!!!
whatever. so long as it doesnt affect anyone,
i dont care.
and my relative just got into the hospital.
she had breathing difficulty or wasnt breathing ...
either one. and that's bad.
now they are trying to save her.
she's in the A&E ..
PLEASE LET HER BE OKAY!

2009-04-09T18:32:00.000-07:00

tHE day has FINALLY ARRIVED!

the day when i will be able to be

free from all those stress.. ( ARGHHH!!!)

it's a REAL HOLIDAY! *SCREAMS*

H-O-L-I-D-A-Y!

*JUMPS AROUND*

NO SCHOOL.

NO CHOIR PRACTICE.

NO MAJOR PROJECT.

and im going SHOPPING!!!

*skaking with excitement*

and also ...

I GOT SHORTLISTED FOR THE JAPAN KYUSHU TRIP!

JUST ONE MORE THING, INTERVIEW.

If i pass the interview, im off to JAPAN!

my dream is about to come true~! woohoo~!

cheers for me! *claps*

Choir Orientation for jc1s.

I was the game master and yet one of my games, i got sabotage.

thanks, people!

because i didnt want to do the forfeit alone,

i got Rachel to do it with me

since she's the other gamemaster.

we had run around and dance JinYang's

version of ten little Indians.

After some more dry games, the wet games are finally here!

The Main Highlight of the whole orientation!

Everyone got wet.

and while waiting for the other members of the

choir to give us the word..

we took pictures.

and as you can see, MONICA and SIMON were sitting TOGETHER.
that just tells you something about THEM, doesnt it?!

WOOOO...

and one of the pictures, we were supposed to stare at the

person beside us, so..

Anita and I stared at each other,

and we gave weird faces.

but the camera man kept on delaying so we burst out into laughter.

HAHAHAHA!!

taken during break? or was it after school?

never mind.

from left to right: Wan Ti, Jocelyn, Me, Qian Yi, JiaZheng, Jodi and Monica

This was taken during the March holidays.

We had a class gathering.

and i think i over-dress -.-

we had dinner at the deck of vivo city.

and after that, most of them went to watch movie

while the rest went home.

while we were on the train, someone called and said

our project was gone.

so we got off the train and headed back.

luckily we found it,

if i remember correctly, it was found near the dustbin.

tsktsktsk . . feel so sorry for our precious project.

2009-03-25T07:30:00.000-07:00

I went to check out the back door of LT2.
I opened the door and stepped out .
wow! Nice view, I thought.
POOM!
the door shuts.
there's no handle from the outside -.-

2009-03-06T23:53:00.000-08:00

monica and me. she's my best friend >.<

from left to right:

zheng yi aka cindy aka marcus, marcus, lionel.

love his expression!

me and jodi~
another good friend of mine >.<

this was taken during the Qianyi's b'day celebration.

from left to right:

jiazheng, monica, me and jodi

danny boy and lionel. haha:D

they look so close and happy together!

im just going to give a summary of the past few weeks.
lets trace back shall we? :)

9 feb-15 feb...
Orientation week
got to know my class 0913
(WOOHOO! WE RAWK!)
think we're the most united class..
somehow..
my class is 0913 aka Gloria 4.
we made a class tee on the first day! super fast!:D
we went to sentosa on 10feb- super hot!
during the days in school, we played, danced and cheered.
ohh.. and i went up on stage to dance..
i danced so lousy on stage! haha:P
then after is disco night.
danced like hell.
lucky the hall got aircon, if not i would have died of suffocation!
fri have to wake up at 5 to go to school for the GET ED!
i was sub-conscious during most of the talks :D
and Marcus transferred to a poly. sad :(
sat-sun work. so pitiful right?!
valentines' day people celebrating i working :(
and some costumers just make me want to kill them!
arghh!
then after, i had my chem tuition..
i asked chongyou a super stupid question out of the blue.
i could see his face kinda shocked by my random-ness.. haha!
(btw, not the chongyou but chonglong's brother)

16feb-22feb...
school officially began! i guess.. that's how i perceived it to be!
nothing much that i can remember!

23feb-1mar...
tue we went to celebrate Qianyi's birthday.
quite fun.
..cant recall..

this week's...
very busy with choir prac.
yesterday was supposed to end at 6 but it ended at 7 plus
because of the basses.
they tried. their part was quite difficult..
need to sing on the off beat and stuff..
Ganbatte basses! haha:D
today was supposed to go for sports carnival.
but i had classes. and i dont want to miss either of it.
waste money if i skipped it.
so i wrote an excuse letter, but it's useless..
since the sports carnival had been cancelled due to rain -.-
anyway, i'll just upload some photos.

and i totally support SIMONICA!

2009-02-23T05:36:00.000-08:00

(Please focus on the guitar and not the Nemo cushion with Dory's big fish head at the back. i know it's kinda distracting XD

Great Deal! :D

Selling Acoustic"Maestro SD-1C (Black Gloss) with Custom Bridge"in Good Condition+Bag $200.

The sticker on top of the guitar with the words is removable.

And also there are private guitar lessons..

it's kind of hard to explain it here.

For more information, please try ...

Option 1 : Give me a CALL or send me a MESSAGE if you wish to purchase the guitar or have guitar lesssons.

Option 2 : TAG to let me know :D

2009-02-09T06:23:00.000-08:00

HELLO!
If you want to contact me,
please call me.
i will most probably not reply your messages
because i have exceeded already i guess XD
so expect no replies thru sms from me !
thank you:D

2009-02-06T07:55:00.000-08:00

On 4 February. . .
just 6 days before her birthday.
hoppy passed away.
she had some health issues and i didnt take immediate actions
which resulted in her death.
yes, i am responsible for her death.
and yes, i cried loudly and my heart just hurts
when i hugged her tiny, cold body.
i regretted not spending more time with her.
i regretted not hugging her more.
now i cant hug her anymore and it hurts.

to my beloved darling, hoppy.
for the times...
...when she ran in circles around me to show her affection for me...
...when she sit there quietly (sometimes) to hear me sing...
...when she would lie down on the floor flat for me to pet her...
...when she would lean in closer to me when i blew wind at her face...
...when she would run to me when i called her name...
...when she would follow me wherever i went...
...when she would jump high in the air...
...when she would groom herself with cute little postures...
...when she would run home from the corridor after a trip outside...
...when she would behave very weirdly but cute...
and for the love she gave me...
for her tolerance towards my irresponsible behaviour.
i love her and im very glad that she was a member of our family
and would forever be.

I think im emotionally unstabilised.

I am very happy when im with my friends,

but when im not, i think of Hoppy and it just starts coming.

please refrain from asking me anything about hoppy.

you will just be making it hard for me.

she had been with me for almost 7 years.

im finding it hard letting her go.

both grandpa and maki left me already. . .

i cant take anymore.

can i have her back?

2009-02-03T06:38:00.001-08:00

im so HAPPY today! ^^
haha. dont know why. just feel that way.
i think Nanyang is good.
at least now im in a school which everyone knows.
it's like these two days...
i've been repeating "i come from Yishun Sec"
twice or even thrice to each to asked me.
everybody only know Yishun Town.
so i guess now you know why i dont enjoy
saying that i come from yss
troublesome.
anyway, starting from today,
we're having lectures.
it's kinda free and easy.
we just go to the subject that we've chose for first choice
today, i attended H2 Chemistry, H1 Chinese Language and H1 physics.
for chem... i rather not go into it.
i've forgotten almost everything so much so that
i dont know how to calculate mol.
the teacher's method seem to be different from what i've learnt
never mind. i'll read up later.
chinese was SUPER boring.
everyone was very attentive at the beginning
then time seems to tick by very VERY slowly . . . .
at the end, though the teacher didnt exactly finished the whole lecture,
everyone clapped and that obviously means
"thank you very much, you may leave teacher"
HAHAHAHAHA!
RELIEVED~
we got dismissed at 2.30pm
i met up with monica, nabilla, yang ling and anata ( not sure if it's spelled correctly )
we went to junction 8 for lunch.
because we have choir practice at 5.30pm
had long john silver.
went to find Lipin and took a peek at someone.. hehe :D
it's nice going out with them
during secondary school, didnt really go out much with my friends after school.
now i can choose to go AMK hub, Junction 8 etc..
can visit Lipin whenever im free. haha!
maybe once a month or smth!
im tired.
im turning in for the night
good night :)

2009-02-02T01:24:00.000-08:00

School reopens today! :)
Woke up at 5am .. got alex to give me a wake up call
or else i think i will never get up! -.-
used to getting up late because it was holiday . . .
tried putting on my contact lens..
argh! too long never wear contacts so not used to it yet.
drank milo and took 812 to bus interchange.
i was so paranoid ..
i was worrying that i would be late when it's only 6.20am
and i have to reach the school at 7.30am or 8.00am.
but luckily i got onto 853 and jiajin had to run to the busstop to catch the bus!
and i couldnt save a seat for her! dammit!
poor jiajin had to stand and squeeze with so many people :(
sorry~!
the bus was SUPER crowded!
fortunately it's morning .. so it's not warm or suffocating :)
reached school around 7 am
haha. alot of people there alr.
jiajin bought me a bread - kaya cum coconut ?
anyway we got assigned to different OG
hers is 19 and mine is 21
and ytd my sis was saying smth like DSA people
normally is assigned to the first few groups...
so not true!
haha:D
the principle began his speech.
and when he greeted everyone, i thought abt what
chiwei said abt the funny greeting..
though it's not that funny .. i kinda laughed!
anyway his speech was damn long.
till i almost couldnt feel my legs anymore.
Mr Goh has a competitor! haha!
good thing is i made friends.
i was like stoning until tracy approached me.
if she didnt . . . i guess i'll stone for the rest of the week!
when she did.. i became very talkative.
haha! she triggered that! XD

we went on a tour around the jc.
well.. i think the structure of the school is not bad...
me like~! :D
had a short break and made more friends.
all tracy's friends. it's like she got friends everywhere she turn!
listened to the talk abt subject combinations.
finished everything around 12.30pm
went to AMK with jiajin.
had mac. then jiajin went to converse.
she wanted to buy that pair of shoes but dont have her size
so she has to go causeway point.
i tagged along :D
went to walk around a little there.
and bought some bread for tmr's breakfast.
think my plan to get fat might be coming true afterall.
i kept eating
i bought 2 durian pancakes at AMK hub just a while ago..
and im buying bread.
now im thinking about what to eat for dinner..
im going to eat as much as i can!
yeah! >.<

oh yes! have to decide my subject combinations..
im thinking of ......
First choice -
H2 economics, chem and math + H1 physics
second choice-
H2 economics, chem and math + H1 history.
both of these subject combination is considered science combi.
and i am choosing history is not because of the caucasian teacher!
is because he said history is not about memorising.
and that's what i like to hear.
but physics got MCQ. less troublesome.
so i'll go for my first choice!
please let me have PCME!
onegaishimasu! *bows*

2009-01-28T03:59:00.000-08:00

Minna san. Shinnen omedetou gozaimasu! :D
haha :D
think im kinda late XD
anyway chinese new year is like the same every year.

day one : go my grandma house- eat, celebrate, stone-.-
day two : stone at home or stone at someone else's home.
day x : go my aunt's house and have fun with my cousins.
(x is because it is subjected to change)

I've always looked forward to chinese new year.
not because of the angbao or food...
it's the same every year so there's no surprise.
but because i get to go shopping for new year clothing etc.
and also, it's rarely that my family get together..
everyone's busy..
im busy too..
im busy with stoning at home -.-
okay.. im beginning to stone now.
will update the photos another time.
sayonara!

2009-01-22T07:08:00.000-08:00

I am officially POX-FREE!
YES, PEOPLE!
I have defeated the Great Captain Pox.
He wasnt that great either.. since i was able to rid myself of him :D
WAHAHAHAHA!!!!
*CLAPS* (thank you !!! oh.. you're too kind! XD)
but im still a little crazy .. haha!
i went to see the doc and i was so happy to be out of my house!
seriously. that moment of extreme joy is ...
is... so... so... GREAT!!!
I cannot exactly put it in words.
It's indescribable!
I jumped! I skipped! I screamed!
It's nice to be out there.. the air is so fresh..
in reality it isnt.. -.-
bottomline is . I have no more chicken pox. I am not contagious.
and I am certainly no longer a freak!
hehe:D
WeeeeeHeeee....
and im so not going to rot!!!
CHEERS FOR ME!

I am going back to YSS tmr..
though im not going at 11 am
im going earlier.
cause i have something on later.
im so excited.. cause..
I am going shopping in the afternoon!

CHEERS FOR ME AGAIN!

2009-01-19T23:15:00.000-08:00

I am BORED!!! B O R E D !!

one week... ONE WHOLE WEEK!! *pulls hair*

stay at home.. with nothing recreational to do!

now, im brain dead .. and paralyzed. .

and i look dreadful :(

and i am so random. so whatever i might be

saying might not link with what i've said earlier.
pardon me :D

and ohhh ya..

i love~ taking pictures. (see what i mean by random?!)

and look..

i look so happy in that picture ~

and now i dont even dare to look into the mirror.

let alone taking a picture.

partly because my aunt say a person with chicken pox

shouldnt look into the mirror because it will only make you have more pox

the credibility of this sentence is extremely low...

lower than those people who wears low-cut jeans to show their butt cracks :p

nothing like this can ever happened.

*stares into mirror*

if i dont recover by chinese new year eve,

then this mirror thing is real.. and you'll probably never see me again.

cause im going to drown myself in the toilet bowl!

haha.. im seriously beginning to doubt my sanity!

WAHAHAHAHA!!!!
I SHALL DEFEAT CAPTAIN POX AND GET MYSELF OUT OF THIS HOLY SHIT!
*jumps off from chair .. pretending to be super hero* up, UP and AWAY!

2009-01-16T22:03:00.000-08:00

these are the pictures taken during my malaysia trip..
*photos are not in sequence..

2009-01-12T22:22:00.000-08:00

Emergency!
Everyone please take note.
i am down with chicken pox.
so anyone who was close to me or
had physical contact with me,
please seek a doctor if you havent had chicken pox yet.
im so sorry..
im very very very sorry.
please forgive me :(

2009-01-11T00:30:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to alex's house.
second time there.
i really really like his house.
super nice!
his brother designed the whole house and it was clearly an art of a genius~!
okay.. i think im exaggerating things -.-
when wendy and i saw his brother, we were like super shocked!
he looked so young!
he looks like his 15 or less when he's like 21 or something!
and most surprisingly is his weight..
he is like 35 kg or something.
haha.. im heavier!!
later i was practising the songs..
blahblahblah..
then watched some interesting videos and i kinda fell asleep..
i was kinda sick..
and guess what?!
i slept for three hours!
am i amazing or what?!
I AM NOT A PIG mind you :(
we went for dinner at ten plus..
and then took the last train to sengkang.
the guys followed and kinda forgotten that it's the LAST train..
so they kinda walked all the way back to buangkok.
poor things ~!
then while waiting for our bus to arrive..
edbert and wendy were like fighting with each other.. sort of teasing..
once wendy sees edbert face, she just bursts out into laughter.
for no apparent reason!
she just say that his face is funny.
i dont get it -.-

so today is my grandpa's 100th day anniversary..
we pay our respects to him and stuff..
i miss him :)
and hope that he would bless me for tomorrow's big thing!
The Release Of O' Level Results!
NERVOUS ?
not really..
but i will tmr :(
I want to get 10!!!
then i shall go JAPAN!!
ONEGAI SHIMASU!!!
and good luck to everyone else taking back their o'lvl results tomorrow!
especially 4E7!!!
Minna .. ganbatte ne~! :D

2009-01-03T08:11:00.000-08:00

disgusting right? it's just some fishes at the wet market.

i sort of have the sudden urge to take a picture of them.

two snails . . . mama and baby or honey and baby?

my hoppy.. after checking her teeth..

decided to take a picture of her beautiful face

Lipin and I went to Orchard on wednesday.

yes, new year eve..

do some new year shopping again.

only she got what she want

i didnt -.-

we decided to take some photos otherwise the decorations there would be useless.

at least to us..

and when i was taking the photo, there was this boy who said cheese.

well.. thanks. should have taken your photo. a candid one :D

we often take photos with this kind of stuffs during festivals or special occasions when young

but as you grow up, you'll pay less attention to it i guess..

maybe that only applies to me ...

On Friday, met up with primary school friends to watch movie.

thought of watching Twilight, cause i had been waiting for so long..

but we ended up watching bedtime stories -.-

it was okay..

went walking around. had dinner ( finally! phew~!)

they kept on talking .. i thought i was going to starve to death!

we had a little stroll around yishun.

from northpoint-yishun park-around yishun park-busstop- 969 to admiralty

went up wendy's house to grab some things.

her mom was up and angry.

first time saw her like that pretty scary.

and i seemed like a delinquent cause it's alr 11 plus going 12

and im not at home sleeping with my teddy bear XD

she was allowed 10 mins to go downstairs to chat and then she had to return.

spoiled her mood totally and she was ready for her mom to nag

but she went to sleep! lucky for her! she was SPARE!

the rest of us carried on talking and we missed the last bus.

so we walked from admiralty to sembawang mrt station to my house.

long walk i tell you.. 1 hour and 30 mins plus i guess..

by the time i reach home it's almost 2 in the morning.

luckily they sent me home if not i would have ...

what could i have done? hmm.. nothing..

i expected them to do that and they would do that without me asking..

that's what guy friends are for!

and cant believe i stayed out this late and my mom isnt bombarding me with calls!

TRUST IS THE WORD I SEE!!!

HAHAHA!!! :D

2008-12-25T08:02:00.000-08:00

K-BOX!

yes! finally went k-box with my

best friends from primary school!

it's been a long time since the 4 of us went out together.

anyway it was fun hanging out with them.

there was no k-student that day and it was damn expensive

we hesitated~

because it would cause ard 30+ per person.

that's daylight robbery!

we were about to have our little discussion

when the lady suggested that she would just charge us

for the price of 3 person.

though it would still cause a lot but let's not waste

the effort that we took to go there!

we werent very hyper but it was fun :D

alot of 'cam-whoring'

not a very glam word but there's no other word

more easier to get the meaning across

i only posted 2 photos.

reason being im too lazy.

simple as that :p

next is about yesterday.

it's christmas eve!

we went orchard because i had to do some new year shopping :D

with munyee and shuying of course!

shop shop shop . . .

blah blah blah . . .

my sister called. screamed.

mood ruined.

finished my shopping.

went home straight.

later that night, went to munyee's house.

wait for countdown. though i dont really care.

it's just an excuse to stay out late.

played computer game and then comes monopoly.

i lost~! thank you very much!

owe the bank like 20K

all thanks to munyee.

because of her, it's my first time playing monopoly,

wishing that i can go to jail and stay there like F-O-R-E-V-E-R?!!!

and i seriously think that the GO! comes with the income tax.

everytime i pass GO! i'll get 2000 bucks BUT

before i get it, i'll have to pay income tax and say sayonara to my 2000 -.-

and i kept wishing that i would reach geylang

and build my mighty empire there!

all for the sake of yongxiang! XD

I was hungry so we went to chongpang nasi lemak to buy some supper.

yum yum~! this is part of my plan to get fat.

eat as you like!

then played the second round.

haven finished but i was going to shut down.

took a cab home with yongxiang and shuying.

shoe is me, car is shuying, dog is munyee, merlion is yongxiang

i would like to thank yongxiang for accompanying me on the

ONE HOUR trip to the vet's on monday morning!

we walked there!

there's nothing really serious going on with my darling hoppy.

i pray that she'll be fine after taking these antibotics:)

though it's a little late.

Merry Christmas :D

2008-12-17T07:03:00.000-08:00

HELLO HELLO!!

im here!

computer so slow.

couldnt do much.

and im too lazy to write anything,

so i will just crap a lil and leave.

i just went to the salon that munyee introduced this afternoon

ALAS! i perm my hair!

i have been keeping this long hair for so long just for this moment.

though i dont know if it's considered big curl or small curl...

should be medium then! XD

it was not exactly what i have hoped for.

honestly, im disappointed.

but since it's already done,

i will just make do with it and make the best out of it!

My hairstyle is super nice! YIPPEE!! :D

( currently in own fantasy )

please dont criticize me.

my self-made fantasy might crumble anytime

so if you do, the next thing you know

is you're friends with a S U P E R nutcase!

anyway, for this holiday

i have spent tons of money.

my heart is hurting, my pocket is drying.

i still have things that i have yet do or buy

...i want piano lessons...

...i want contact lens...

...i want go shopping and spend as i like!

if i can rob anyone who comes to this blog, i will!

BEWARE!

MUAHAHAHAHA!!

DOBURO00~!

2008-12-01T06:23:00.000-08:00

yes. im updating my blog and you are certainly not imagining :D
i am going to start a very very long story about what happened over the last 2 weeks
photos will be uploaded the next time.
because by the time i finished this, my energy would alr be wasted completely!

wed 19 nov 2008
arrived at the airport-budget airline.. (i've nothing against it btw..)
let's just skip the boring parts about what i ate blahblahblah... ...
we reached malaysia at 9 plus i guess
and there was this guy from the hotel holding a paper with my mom's name.
we went with him and got into the hotel's van.
on the journey to the hotel
something incredible happened. (unlucky as some would call it..)
we had an accident. can you believe it?!
i mean an accident right on the first day of a wonderful vacation?!
how bad can it get?!
our van collided with a motorcycle on what seemed like an expressway.
the motorcyclist was in the wrong. (im not trying to shift the blame okay?!)
he was going against the traffic.
we were all baffled abt it at first.
who in the right mind would travel against the traffic on the expressway?!
and how did he managed to get this far without an accident?
we're not playing a motor game or something where you have to go against the traffic and get all those bonus on the road..
anyway, he laid on the road for a moment. lifeless.
and then he just pops up.
he's completely fine..
the impact must not have been too serious.
you can be sure that it's all due to the quick response of the driver of our van.
he's fast.
then the man refused to pay the damages (only a few scratches)
he continued to drive in the opposite direction of the traffic. (man never learns)
looks like he was just trying to take the shortcut in the first place.
let's pray he doesnt get an accident the next time he does that :p

we reached the hotel.
extremely gorgeous and grand.
the name.. THE PALACE OF THE GOLDEN HORSE
palace seh!
i felt like a royalty.
everything was great.
the food. the service. the room. the bathroom.
you ought to see it.
it's amazing. big bathtub!
i would definitely recommend this hotel to whoever is going to malaysia!

Thurs 20 nov 2008
had breakfast in a swanky restaurant
buffet style.
eat till you bloat!
took the shuttle service to the shopping mall.
nothing much actually . so quite disappointed.
bought a few stuffs and the day passed.
at night, we went into the mines wonderland.
the place i once loved when i was young.
where lots of people go.. but now..
since it's closing down soon, it's kinda cold ard there.
dont know why. kind of sad.
we saw the white tiger and some other animals.
had steamboat at a restaurant that's got some performances from borneo..
we went up to dance. it was so fun and funny!
i completely sucked at following their actions.
the food wasnt very good and then we took a boat back to the hotel.
special service just for us cause my mom's friends with one of the big shots of the hotel :D
(btw, the hotel had SCV channels. great isnt it?!)

Fri 21 nov 2008
breakfast again at the same restaurant.
took the shuttle service to KLCC aka twin towers.
hailed a cab and got to times square
P.S just a note if you're going to malaysia..
always wait for a blue taxi.
they got their meters on .. which is better..
it was big. we shopped till we really dropped!
and there was this warcraft competition or something.
so many people!
at night, went out to dinner with my mom's friend.
eat what i must always eat when im in KL
纸包鸡！
hehe :)

Sat 22 nov 2008
got up quite late.. 9 plus..
Rule No. 1 for those on vacation:
9 am is considered early if you're at home with nothing to do
but it's a different thing when you're on a holiday ..
every second counts!
had breakfast in a local 'restauran'
wan ton mee.
and off we go..
checked out of the wonderful hotel and going for genting.
took a bus and then a cable car.
beautiful sceneries..
reached first world hotel.
Rule No. 2 for those on vacation:
Never judge a hotel by the appearance of the lobby.
the lobby of first world hotel seemed kinda not bad.
we waited for like hours before checking in.
huge crowd ard there.
while waiting, i got someone to draw a picture of me.
it made me look so old so there's absolutely no way im getting it exposed
though it looked very much like me.. im not so OLD!
our hotel room is on the 17th floor
long long walk from the lift
if a fire ever broke out, im so dead!
opening hotel room.. and TADA!
you can actually hear my heart shattering.
room super small.
tv super small.
toilet is weird.
it's divided into toilet. shower. basin.
my own toilet is way better cause it cant be flushed!
what the ****?!!!
i grumbled for ages.
unpacked and went on for dinner.
walk walk and back to the boring old hotel.
it's creepy btw..
i wont ever recommend anyone this hotel!
EVER!

Sun 23 nov 2008
mom's coming back to singapore with grandma first.
we sent them off before going for some fun.
not all that much 'fun' actually
outdoor theme park.
played pirate ship.
me, my sister and her boyfriend sat opposite to my 2 cousins and my auntie.
a challenge of who would scream the loudest began
we just screamed our lungs out.
nobody won. we didnt really care.
played fun cart.
stupid boy kept picking on me.
bumping into my car .. forcing me to hit the wall
stupid man bumped into me and i crashed.
end of story. woman came. i apologised.
and took a walk of embarrassment.
everyone was looking at me.
there must be laughing inside.
that stupid man and boy must be father-and-son..
like father like son.
both are equally retarted.
i was so fury. i felt like punching them!
and there was this guy who was acting all cocky before playing all this.
he was saying that those who hadnt got a driver's license would have difficulty playing or smth.
who the hell needs a driver's license to drive this thing?!
wake up old man! get your brain checked at the doctor's already?!
sister, her boyfriend, my auntie and my annoying cousin played the roller coaster.
i was in no mood for that.
i was starving.
i grabbed something to eat and
boy!everything is so expensive there!
i went on a walk with my cousin before heading back and meeting the others.
we went on to grab some pizza's and then my sister begun her talk to change my cousin's behaviour
my cousin is so not lady-like and sometimes i wondered if her brain is damaged...
we went to play bumper car.
and of course we all aimed for that cousin of ours!
her mom helped her by attacking us back but
it's four against one!
obvious victory goes to us! XD
next, the indoor roller coaster.
wasnt that fun.
played some 3D thing.. Alice in wonderland.
it was horrible.
front seat. the screen was so close.
maybe too close and the visual effect was seriously causing damage to my eyesight!
i was so nauseous.
i felt like throwing up.
and then i became lifeless.
every single thing is making me so dizzy.
i went onto a small boat.
threw in a coin into the water .. and wished for this nauseating feeling to fade away
but that stupid thing on the boat kept giving out this noise.
i was definitely sure they were trying to play a music of a man
singing some romantic songs to create ambiance.
but it was so not singing.
it was NOISE pollution!
shut the hell up !

Mon 24 nov 2008
we were ready to go.
as in back to singapore.
got onto the bus.
it was a good one
but i still hate it nonetheless given my long history of puking on buses
without a doubt i did.
in fact not just in the bus.
at the cafeteria where we stopped for dinner.
i puked on the floor right after i came out from the toilet.
im such a trouble-maker!
in the taxi back home too..
i puked just right before the second last turn to our house.
i pity that driver.
but he didnt allow me to open the window in the first place!
but he was good.
he didnt flare up and helped me cleaned it up.
nice man actually.
well .. it's not like he can do anything else abt it..
get me to pay for puking unknown substances onto his front seat?!
dream on!
god bless him! haha:D

and then i spend the following days lying on the couch.
i was suffering.
i later found out from the doctor i had food poisoning.
i ate medicine for one day and the horror came
side effect or allergy .. either one.
i couldnt close my eyes.
and couldnt prevent it from rolling up
luckily no one saw me, they could easily mistaken me for a ghost!
i had a hard time sleeping.
i got my best friend to chat with me until i finally lost it.
i couldnt think straight and wasnt really making sense at what she was blabbling about.
she was understanding and i finally got some sleep after my attempt to hold my eyes down succeeded.
after that, i never took those tablets again.

today i went for a job interview.
guess i got thru cause im going for a training on wed and thurs.
god bless me please!

CONGRATULATIONS!!!
IF YOU HAVE MADE IT THROUGH ALL THE WAY TILL HERE !
THIS PROVE THAT YOU ARE A PERSON WHO PERSEVERES !
If possible get your eyesight checked!
but i wont pay for that!

2008-11-13T20:08:00.000-08:00

20 OCTOBER 2008

the first day of my o level paper.
i thought it was sleeping.
i even praised that it's cute.
it's only when my uncle moved the cage and it wasnt moving
that i realised that she's gone..
i dont know what went wrong but maybe it's just time
guess she'll meet my grandpa up there :)
but they never meet before..
never mind.
im going nuts if i continue.

2008-11-13T19:52:00.000-08:00

CELEB TO BINBO TARO

i just came upon this show at mysoju.com

not bad. i love mitazono alice.

her clothes are all so beautiful XD

plus she's super rich.

she stays in a hotel suite.

has a lion named lion-maru as pet.

how cool is that?!

but it's just drama -.-

anyway, O levels are OVER !!

so happy. im so free right now

i could spend my day sitting in the bus going round the whole singapore!

that is if i want..

but i dont

motion sickness kills all the joy -.-

MATA NE~!

2008-10-14T06:31:00.000-07:00

On October 9, 2008
my grandfather left us peacefully in his sleep.
and im sure he has move on to heaven.
may he rest in peace and continue to watch over us.

In loving memory of my beloved grandfather,
i love you...

Bye Bye - Mariah Carey

2008-09-17T07:32:00.000-07:00

the prelims are finally over
which means i m one step closer to taking o level's
just thinking about it makes me frustrated.
i haven been doing much revision for these few months.
except for the few days before the prelims.
well, im always like that .
last minute do stuffs and then grumble about it.
prelims have caused me so much.
my sleep. my afternoon naps. plus junk food.
and im sick..
not in the mind, mind you.
i 've been coughing and sneezing.
and sometimes i sound like a frog -.-
damn it.
most importantly, i cant eat chocolates and all those junk food
although i still eat some chocolates while nobody's watching :D
i have successfully stopped eating junk food -as in tidbits not fast food.
you cant quit eating fast foods.
you get tired of them but you have to eat them because it's convenient.
why cant they sell more instant food?
let me correct myself..
why cant they sell more delicious and
instant food that you will never grow sick of?
haha.. i know.. everything has a down side.
you want it delicious then it cant be instant.
boring!
i want food!

honestly speaking, i have no confidence
of getting good results for prelims.
as in overall result..
i know that my english is going to pull me down
so hard that i will hit rock bottom.
my essay was horrendous,
atrocious and as my teacher always say 'horrible!'
i admit it.
i even felt like tearing up the paper after doing it.
the story was stupid.
there's no plot, let alone climax of a story.
so from now onwards, i swear i am going to work hard!
from tomorrow onwards would be better. . .
for now some rest and entertainment.
up, up and AWAY!!!

2008-08-22T20:41:00.000-07:00

another week gone...
im a week closer to o level.
im having mock exams now and then
and im seriously doubting my ability to get an A for A math :(
my morale is plunging down to the bottom of a pit
i am beginning to wonder if i'll ever get my desired results.
everytime i say i want to work hard, i dont.
i need something to make me want to work hard every single day
but that's so not the case.
im slacking.
i guess there's a need for The List to remind me.
can someone or something provoke me to work hard?
please???

2008-08-15T02:48:00.000-07:00

I A M H ER E ! ! !
once again to sprinkle some magic on this pathetic blog :D
it's been a few weeks since i last post.
alot of stuff happened but as you know,
im not the kind who takes down every single detail.

I visited the salon last week
at first was satisfied with the hair cut
but now not really.

next, i've just had my english oral on tuesday.
it better be good. cause if it's not, im so OVER!
i got A2 for mt which is so arghhh!!!!
i wanted A1 so much!!!
i know that not all things go the way i want it but
at least this once!
if not in exchange for this naughty 1 point which ran away,
i want a 1 for my english then!
as in A1 and not add one!
i've been thinking about retaking
im sure i lost that one point because i read the question wrongly
but i just couldnt bare to put myself thru that horror again!
i abhor mother tongue.
i dont know why.
maybe because my chinese handwriting sucks.
but my english handwriting sucks too.. nvm.
but still im grateful for the D i got for chinese oral.
i did so badly and yet they give it to me!
is it me or them?!

anyway, shawn johnson won the silver medal
for the women's gymnastics all-around competition!
i just knew she would win. somehow.. yes!
and thomas daley from the men's diving is so cute!
he's 14 and has a nice physique!
i've just watched a little of the table tennis match
between singapore and korea.
Singapore won!
yeah!!
Go, Singapore!
:D

2008-07-22T02:31:00.000-07:00

Photos from yesterday.
i only uploaded some
because there's just too much!
those who want the pictures,
get it from me :)
i saw the video of the fashion parade and
had the shock of my life!
didnt know i looked so weird.
im super duper straight! ahahaha! :D
but we still managed to win..
1ST!!!!!
WOOTS!!!
WE ROCK!
All the credit belongs to Muhaimin.
he's the star of the whole thing!
haha!
and upon receiving the prize,
we were kinda stunned by the prize
it's $10 fairprise voucher and $5 cash.
why do we even need fairprise voucher?!
Muhaimin said we can use it to buy fish and vegetables -.-
we're students .. wouldnt popular voucher be more logical?

anyway pictures!
TADDAA!!!

2008-07-21T03:23:00.000-07:00

Racial Harmony Day!
seems like today im more efficient..
im blogging about today and not yesterday..
we had a sort of commemoration thingy.
bizzare and concert.
if i were to rate the bizzare i would give it ard 3points
here's the marking scheme.
5points for food.
5points for performance/entertainment.
i wanted to give it 5points for the latter.
but decided to deduct two points because the food part stinks!
we cant eat as and when we like!
we must watch the performance before we can eat.
no logic at all. troublesome -.-
the food is priced higher than usual
ultimately, long queues is what kills me!

the concert was a success i guess, i hope
my partner is Muhaimin and 80% of the time when i need him,
he's nowhere to be found.
MIA.
i admitted that i was panicky
but it cant be helped.
we didnt rehearse much and
i have no idea as to where he got that confidence from!
he might be like what he said..
a NATURAL
we did the twirling and falling into arms thingy
so damn hard!
even though he and his girl friend
[ it's girl(space)friend]
i still dont really get the whole thing

what i felt when i make my entrance
and the whole experience on stage...
NERVOUS!
i stepped out from the curtains.
shaking,trembling...
we bowed..
i held his arm and went forward.
twirl and landed in his arms.
it was so low that i almost lost my balance..
for a second, i spaced!
everyone was like so enthu
and i was overwhelmed!
i tried to smile but was just too nervous
and it looks like a fake smile :(
my expression was funny..
i just posed.
plain and boring.
so regretted it!
should have just did what i wanted to do!
damn it!
muhaimin was like shaking his body and turning.
everyone was crazy about him!
especially the girls!
btw, the way he dress is different from others
and it really did stand out.
but it can be misunderstand as a terrorist or a rich arab prince/millionaire :D
back to the stage..
we went to our allocated positions and just stand there.
left the stage..
waited.
went up again.
bowed. exit.
people were praising muhaimin everywhere he goes.
He's the pride of our class!
haha:D

after eveything ended, went out to eat with lipin and the others.
weiling and jiajin was so funny!
nice eating with them. so fun!

that's about all..
till next time.
ADIEU!

p.s Great Job! to those who participated in the fashion walk.
no prize but still it was fun!
(im not implying that prizes and money does not matter!)
uploading the pictures next time:)

2008-07-18T19:59:00.000-07:00

i didnt send it!
the dsa form for meridian jc.
haha. IT'S OVER!
there is a section in the dsa form that states
that i have to write a personal statement.
who are you kidding?!
i cant write one. i dont know how or what to start it with!
another thing is...
i gave my only one copy of my mid-year results slip
to NYJC and saved one copy in my com..
here's the problem.
when i came back home that day,
my com has already been reformat!
such a coincidence, huh?!
i've given up on getting into jc using dsa
i am going to use my own brain to get into one.
i thought i wouldnt be able to do it
but someone has high hopes for me
he believes in me so i will prove it to him!
BRAIN! WORK YOUR MAGIC!
HOCUS-POCUS!

2008-07-05T07:39:00.000-07:00

here i am..
phew!
this week has been extremely crazy.
first, something happened on monday.
then got science tests on wed and thurs
the best thing of all,
i received a call on tuesday
or is it wednesday?
anyway, it was from NYJC.
im shortlisted and have to go for an audition.
i was glad!
i refrained myself from talking.
even though i still did..
i did it very softly.
but when i went for the audition today..
HAH!
i screwed it up BIG BIG TIME!!
i wanted to sing reflection by my favourite artist, Christina Aguilera
but cant..
i didnt have the score and they wanted it
so as to see if i got the notes and pitch all correct
so my few days of hard work down the drain..
i sang loi krathong and annie's song.
im sure i messed it up!
i regretted saying out MR.Poon's name
i felt like i disgraced him or something
this is the kind of choir member he has
had..sorry..

i was nervous when i stepped into the room,
i was nervous all the way till the end of it..
i can feel my legs and voice shaking..
i stopped shaking a few times..
i calm down a little ..
but a few seconds later it came back again
damn it!
this causes me to wonder if i'll even get into mjc's audition..
if things doesnt work out,
then perhaps i'll have to depend on my results
to get me into a good jc and i wont..
definitely wont join choir ever again..
that is if i have a choice . . .

please let me have a BIG FAT 'A' for my O' Levels Chinese Paper!!
i'll definitely work hard!! so please, god! help me~!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-21T05:38:00.000-07:00

tuesday to friday
i've going to school every single day to try to concentrate
and finish my holiday assignment.
IMPOSSIBLE!
it could have been possible if i had been more focus!
friday we had a time out
played table tennis
very fun indeed!
and something happened!
Oops...
after that went for tuition..
double lesson! arghh!!
and finally when it's over,
i met yongxiang at the traffic light..
such a coincidence!
he just finished his tuition too!
haha:D

today had time out too
went to Bugis with munyee
to me it changed a little..
so you can imagine how long i haven been out
Offers everywhere!
got myself a pair of shoes,
bag, and shirt.
there was a girl on the train
she was so lolita
with a super cute umbrella and hairband XD
another group of girls at kinokuniya
lolita again
cute!
unfortunately while i was admiring them
i am not les .. just admiring their clothing and bravery.
another group of girls walked past and
passed some stupid remarks
singapore is so warm wear so much for what?!
waa! singapore is so cold!!
obviously mocking those girls who were dressed very nicely
so impudent!
they said it so loud and... hello?!
in kinokuniya you shut up
they were obviously jealous!
Rule no. 1 when in public : NEVER show any signs of jealousy in public. ESP out loud !
Reason : It just shows how ugly you are! AND that you lack of brain cells. HAH! BULL'S EYE!
they lacked of it! that's why!

since i've been bankrupt the previous time
this time im bankrupt BANKRUPT!
but im happy :D
Ureshi!

2008-06-14T22:57:00.000-07:00

yesterday went for A. Math tuition
it was alright.
got to see RuiLing and JieYing :D
haha.. i've been locking myself at home.
no money, no place to go :(
anyway on my way home,
saw this weird woman.
she was nodding and shaking her head the whole time
..while waiting for the bus ..
..on the bus..
the old uncle sitting beside me was also looking at her
dont know whether she's crying or communicating
with her imaginary friend
but my conclusion is
she's emotionally unstable.
100% sure.
or maybe mentally unstable.
she'll get better i guess . . .
other than nodding and shaking her head,
she's just like any other person around.
i purposely sat behind her on the bus
and watched.
nothing unusual.
she didnt take out a knife or a bomb.
just nodding and shaking her head...

at 10 plus went to the airport to pick up my mom
she's finally back!
miss her so much..
she bought some things for us.
not much though..
she didnt have time to shop..
but nonetheless love it :)
the airport has such a nice atmosphere..
had supper at popeye
nice food they have
hmm.. yummy! XD
it's definitely better than KFC or any other
fastfood chains.

had a small squabbling with my sister
over the gifts. duh!
what else can two sisters be fighting for?!
the clothes dont fit her
fits me, i took it.
she took the sweets and other small stuffs.
and didnt want to share it with me.
and that's how you get a fight.
well.. not exactly..
then we made up again
no fights between us lasts long.
i admit i was greedy.
i didnt tell her of course!
she went out.
i went into the room
and she left one bottle of sweets on my bed.
well.. she can be nice at times :)
and im getting the room to myself
because she's going to a chalet!
yes!

2008-06-07T08:24:00.000-07:00

SMALL REQUEST!
If you happen to know any songs suitable for weddings
please tag and let me know about it...
the lyrics must be appropriate.
no break-ups.
no swearing.
just simple stuffs about love and affection...
thanks :)

2008-06-07T04:19:00.000-07:00

Babies are angels.

they're so SO CUTE!

whatever they do, even when they're doing big business,

take note. im talking about big BIG UGLY business!

they're still so cute.

my baby cousin just came to this world on 1st of June.

no one expected her to come so early,

she must be too eager or dying to get out of the womb :D

she's a bundle of joy.

im expecting another bundle this coming July.

my little niece. .

ahhh.. what a wonderful world . . .

shhh.. dont wake up the sleeping beauty..

DSA started i guess..
and im still stuck.
where?
i dont know...
My friends probably got tired of what im saying..
over and over again..
sorry..
broken down recorder
im going to try out for meridian jc and nanyang jc.
hope that i'll at least get into one.
please let it be meridian jc XD
but even if i got in, results still play a part.
and looking back at all these days that have passed,
i am very embarrassed to say that i have miserably failed
as a student taking O'levels this year..
i didnt study at all.
that's absolutely right!
GOD!
SOMEBODY BRING ME TO MY SENSES!
MAKE ME STUDY FOR GOD'S SAKE!

2008-03-06T04:50:00.000-08:00

Goodbye, my choir.
FAREWELL!
YES! today is the last choir rehearsal for me!
ALAS!
after about 3 years of hardship,
i am finally stepping down :D
such a relieve!
MAN! you really dont know how to manage those juniors.
you just cant figure out what the hell they're thinking! -.-
sometimes i just hope i can just pry open their heads
and see what's inside. probably just some coconut juice i guess XD
I pity Mr Poon cause he's staying with them for the next few years perhaps.
i consider myself lucky :)
Dont miss me too much, Mr Poon!

Nothing much happened in class today,
except for a few cases of hysterias..
and 3 nutcase getting worked up over a bird.
dont get me wrong! an ANIMAL.
i signed a pact with yongxiang.
well, now this is evidence that we study.
it's not the nazi-soviet pact
but Tsar Ng- Kulak Ong pact.
this was agreed at that beginning but someone
keep on calling me a kulak when apparently he's one himself!
you know who im talking about.
yeah, you! 'Kulak Wee' . . .
then it changed to a just a pact. no fancy names.
well, you dont really count that as fancy . . .
it's just about alliance. cause a friend is better than a foe.
mainly it's about, not criticizing each other and
offer help when the other is down. vise versa.
it probably will last for a few days . . AT MOST.
maybe a treaty is more reliable!

By the way , something worth mentioning.
our O' level Pure Science Paper's code is wrong and didnt spot it
until someone confirmed it with Mrs Ow on Wednesday.
if not we're all goners!
i mean it! the code is for the old syllabus.
PHEW! disaster avoided.
not thanks to me of course -.-
im not that keen on stuffs. . . haha!

that's it for the day.
holidays coming,
time for some self-revision!
BUCK UP!!! :D

2008-02-24T05:08:00.000-08:00

motivation workshop.

trainers : melvin, andrea & leroy

message to leroy : sorry :(

comment abt the workshop: GREAT!!! FIVE STARS !!!

cried my eyes out. . .

great stuff!

love it!!

2008-02-16T06:36:00.000-08:00

YOUR MAJESTY IS ARRIVING!!!
PLEASE MAKE WAY FOR YOUR MAJESTY!!!
*grand entrance. orchestra plays. showers of flower petals.
RED CARPET!
yesyes, of course im aware that this
pretty little blog of mine needs
her daily grooming..
you cant deny the fact that a
sec four student have better stuffs to do than this -.-
im not exactly buried under books and homework now
im still unusually very much alive and kicking..
you can definitely say that im not working hard enough
i know that perfectly well!
you bet i do!
haha..

there's another thing that i have to bring up.
i cant say it directly so i have to beat around the bush.
the truth must not be told . . .
for some reason or another, this young man jumps.
rumours spread.
however, the truth behind it all is unknown.
or rather, messed up..
'dont speculate' he says
but it's definitely out of the question.
efforts to cover up will still be useless.
curiosity cant be stopped.
that's all i can say..

i have fulfilled your requests to update!
and at least wrote something. . .

2008-01-22T22:48:00.000-08:00

well.. things have been kinda crazy lately.
not quite in the mood to blog.
partly because im tired of it.
since i've bought a 1GB memory card,
i thought i might as well make full use of it..
it was pouring heavily last week ( one of the days)
or was it last last week?! whatever!
was coming home and saw this swimming pool
so snap a few photos of it.
hope all insects gets drown by it..

I can be artistic at times. . .

last saturday was weird.

you can say that im heartless...

my chuki baby went missing or

more like ran away from home..

i put her in a box and it was impossible for it to escape

but somehow she just did it!

i thought that she would just popped out the next day or so

so didnt worry too much..

i rushed out to town to meet my sis and go shopping.

came home empty handed

then went bottle tree park for dinner.

the place was beautiful but packed with people -.-

and things there cost a bomb too.

guess it's okay to go once in a while..

they have those swan like paddling boats for costumers.

but dont think it's doing good.

most people go at night and

who would go paddling in the dark waters at night?!

anyway, im still hoping that my baby would come back..

im playing the music box so they it could maybe

somehow hear it and find it's way back. . .

I promise i wont call you fatso or xiao pang anymore...
I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH!!!
CHUKI ! ! :(

2008-01-09T01:25:00.001-08:00

i thought i had it all but it turns out that i dont.
just when i thought i might get that job, something just have to ruin it for me!
there's always something that gets in my way.
whatever i do or about to do gets kick back to the starting point.
even though the decision is still unclear, i've already given up hopes for it.
it's obvious that the answer would be the opposite of what i wanted.
it's frustrating and irritating how you can get so excited about it all and
had high hopes for it, already planning out everything, spreading the good news
and BAM!!
your heart gets thrown into an endless pit.
i rather this than having my heart dangling on the edge of the cliff
only waiting to get kicked in the back.

MR.STRESS haven come running to me yet, but SOON it'll be.
I AM VERY SURE ABOUT IT!
somehow im quite excited abt it
i have been slacking all these years that i've completely put
my hardworking brain cells into coma.
it's going to a while before they wakes up.
i haven got stress or pressure that drives me to the wall since hundreds of years ago
in fact, i dont think i ever had it.
if i had the money, i would make my schedule all packed.
be it tuitions or other classes that i love.
like learning japanese and other stuff ^___^
i thought language was my forte but it's obvious that it's still far from the mark.
anyway i must do my best for all subjects.
i really need someone to force me to study, if not i dont think i'll make it...
hope everyone can pull through this tough time...
GANBATTE!!!

2007-12-24T20:23:00.000-08:00

5..

4..

3..

2..

1!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

it's a last minute thing.

i dont wish to be left alone at home

and countdown to twelve while lying on the sofa

watching tv like i've been watching it

non-stop from the day singapore gained her independence in 1945

but i wasnt born yet.

bullshit..

we arranged to celebrate at chinwon's house

we ate pizzas and drank pepsi.

we had to order it at the shop and then one hour later

back to collect it.

it's alright though:)

we watched tv, went online and just chat

we sang christmas songs :D

chinwon showed us her baby photos.

it's so chubby and cute!

even though for a sec i tot that was a baby boy XD

we were bored and took some photos

to keep this joyous gathering in mind..

haha :D

the beer bottles and all that are not ours

it's chinwon's dad

we just used it :)

yongxiang's face got blocked! haha:)

omg!! chinwon's singing!!

RUN FOR YOUR DEAR LIVES!

HAHAHA...

it's yongxiang's turn to sing.

please put on your ear plugs

and hide under a table for safety purposes!

im blocked!!! munyee stole my limelight!

haha XD

yummy.. delicious grapes..

no one seems to be looking directly at the camera

except for mr ng yong xiang!

we are really very thirsty and hungry.

let us eat or we'll eat you!

this is the game that we played after the countdown.

we were screaming and laughing

causing much nuisance to the residents there..

TALK about noise pollution!!

it's ...

LOTTO!!!!

i won the second round..

BWAHAHAHA!!

yong xiang lost in the first round

and it's an inevitable fact that he'll get smackings.

wahaha!!

i got all my numbers covered by those blue chips.

what does it mean?!

I WON!!!

you better watch out . . .

you better not cry . . .

you better not pout . . .

im telling you why . . .

santa claus is coming to town. . .

2007-12-22T06:23:00.000-08:00

LOOK!! Im not trying to sell this darling here..

Im only asking if someone would be so kind to adopt this baby.

My friends found it wandering around the streets

and it was close to getting squash by cars.. ARGHH!!!

I've been keeping it at my house for the past few weeks.

it is cute at times but it's curiosity seems endless.

and it always uses its teeth to find out ^___^

it might not sound good when i say it bites

but i guess that bad habit can be changed

when it is given tender-loving care:)

It does not get along well with my maki and miki

so im not sure whether it will get along well with other pets.

it just needs someone to love, someone to pamper it

everyday requirement is just sunflower seeds, water and LOVE!

so mushy...

Anyone whose eyes have been caught by this sweetheart and

would not hesitate to give it a proper home,

please leave a message at my tagboard:)

P.S It's not that i dont like this sweet thing, it's just that i have too many pets to handle and it does not get along well with my other two darlings, thus it has to live in a very small cage. poor thing!

Please HELP!!!

2007-11-27T05:40:00.000-08:00

only one photo of the trip.

see.

someone's lazy -.-

VIEWERS DISCRETION IS ADVICED!

PLEASE REFRAIN FROM SEEING THE PICTURES UNLESS

YOU ARE ABLE TO TAKE IT!

YONG XIANG'S DOING!
PLEASE OPEN YOUR EYES BIG AND SEE
THE INHUMANE SUFFERING ENDURED
BY THIS POOR LITTLE S.H.E DOLL.
haha!!
I AM GOING TO SMEAR YOUR REPUTATION!
but i guess you dont have one to begin with!!!
BWAHAHAHAHA!!!!
please dont take it to heart :)

2007-11-27T04:45:00.000-08:00

im here to REPORT!
hehe^___^
it's been 3 HUNDRED years since i last post.
i've been doing alot of stuffs if you put them altogether.
i went for chin won's tuition classes.
malaysia. [ kuala lumpur and JB]
yongxiang's house and shopping!
Chinwon's been helping me alot in my maths,
thank you very much..
you're the best!

let's start on the malaysia trip with the school
good things and bad things happened.
hotel from VERY GOOD to just AVERAGE
that means i lost my bathtub,
BIG room,
Electric Kettle,
mini fridge,
and a TV with much to offer.
but i've got extra shopping hours.
to my surprise, the first shopping spot EXPENSIVE & BIG
second one SCARY & CRAMP
third one AVERAGE & BIG (i suppose)
im just going to elaborate on the 2nd one.
it's sort of like Bugis but dirtier and way way EXpensive.
you need to have certain amount of bravery to stand up to the shop keeper
and HAGGLE!
i gotta admit that Li Pin's a GREAT helper in shopping.
if you gotta shop one damn big shopping mall in just ONE hour, CALL HER!
if you want to negotiate prices with the shopkeeper, CALL HER!
YOU WONT REGRET! BUT YOU MUST BE PREPARED!
PLEASE WEAR YOUR PE TEE AND SHORTS,
MOST IMPORTANTLY
SPORTS SHOE. IF POSSIBLE,
get yourself a wheel chair that goes at the speed of light!
the other stuffs regarding the trip im not keen on saying.

i went to JB today, bought some clothes..
SWEET~!
About the visit to YongXiang's house
it's like last month's thing, i guess . . .
his dog is adorable and hyper!
and he's a MAJOR PERVERT!
KIDDING.
I'LL POST UP THE PHOTOS LATER.
CIAO!

2007-10-28T07:54:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY 27 OCT 2007
singapore indoor stadium T37 Row 18-9,10
7.30pm
we reached kallang mrt station.
had no idea where we should head
and followed a bunch of people
who in the end went to a shop for steamboat or whatever that is
leaving us completely dumbfounded
we went here and then to the other side.
stopped by a bakery
and finally hailed a cab.
we got in from the north entrance
and shu ying was asked to give up those bread.
by the way, it's not one whole loaf of bread,
it's just small lil chicken floss bread and hotdog bread.

GOSH!
it's so misty there. and there's absolutely no grand feeling about it.
the stage is pathetically small,
the place is not even completely filled up with people!
in addition, there's only a few singers there.
i filmed the first one.
it's more steady and obviously the second is done by shuying
for the sake of our lovely Ruiling.
she got caught and was asked to stop filming.
what bad luck!
of all those screaming fans, she chose us!
the third one was mine.
i cant get it down properly as i was hiding it
so as to not get caught.
wahahaha!!
it's extremely unsteady but at least i got it down!

we waited for like so damn long for fahrenheit to sing.
munyee, im so sorry.
the video quality is bad.
zooming was the only option.
if not you would only see small lil ants dancing.
still, i think their live wasnt that good.
you might hear me screaming their names.
but partly is because im helping you to scream
and the other part.. hmmm..
let's just say i go for guys with good looks!
haha^^
thank you shu ying and munyee!

2007-10-28T07:02:00.000-07:00

2007-10-20T23:15:00.000-07:00

lalalalalala..
today evening have a meeting for the project
im so ashamed.
never do anything.
haha..
luckily this project is not taken into consideration
for whatever that my life depends on.
but most importantly is that the leader is forgiving.
he seems to be the one doing everything.
well, you should know that you have to do
alot of stuffs when you take on the job.
im relieved that im not.
im not keen on wasting my precious time
on freaking stuffs.
i dont even understand anything about the healthcare of germany.
not even a tiny tiny bit.
seriously..
those research contributes nothing to my knowledge
ZERO!
they are not suited for people like me to read
the words are so 'business' and 'adult'
the whole article seems to me that it's
written by species from another planet.
well.. im done.

2007-10-10T21:04:00.000-07:00

i got jailed not because i murder, rob or slaughter.

it's just because my occupation is 'shitter'!

i know it's dirty cause they joined the 'shit-all-you-can' league!

their slogan...

'sleep on your shit, shit while you sleep'

"hey! are you here for registration?!"

the two dorks.. haha..

Li Pin and the nut head.

"look who's trying to act demure?!"

the nut head

2007-10-10T20:48:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!

GOD DAMN OVER!

YIPPEE!!!

i can sleep for as long as i want.

eat as long as i want.

play for as long as i want.

no more staying up late rushing through notes and stuffs

no more self-control.

telling myself to keep away from computer, tv and bed.

WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

i thought i might fall asleep on the sofa once i return home,

but im on cloud nine now, maybe cloud ten :D

i might as well jump up and down for a thousand times and

probably that might calm me down a little.

relieve i am..

very relieved..

hmmm... such a beautiful day..

once again,

HOORAY!!!

BANZAI!!!

2007-09-19T04:09:00.000-07:00

too busy to blog. too lazy to blog.
that's my excuse..
yesterday morning our class received 2 awards.
most punctual class.. and erm.. what teachers' day thing.
very proud of my class.. haha:]
ate the tidbits and snacks during recess
later something terrible happened.
someone in our class was punished.
obviously you all know what the person is.
i just cant believe that he did that.
i thought he was just playful at times but
didnt expect this...
hope that doesnt hurt.
because he's my friend i dare not see.
if it was last year.. i would.
i had oral but i think i did quite badly.
seriously. BAD.

today alot of english lessons
and im beginning to think that my english
is so damn lousy.
i guess i should stop decluding myself that my
english is still acceptable cause it's Horrendous!
chinese test didnt went that well.
my story had more but not enough time to blab on.
so might as well just end it.
some students from indonesia came to our class today
i dont know exactly their race except one whose irish/asian
she's pretty and attracted a lot of attention.
grey eyes, fair skin and brown hair
with this distinct features, she got a handful of vain people.
and when i say vain it's really V A I N !
let's see..
some malay girls came to our class and one took pictures with her.
do they know her?!
and the guys from the next class came over.
trying to get her cellphone no. or whatever.
he was sitting next to the girl's friend.
and all the time, his attention was on the girl.
and he kept on leaning closer and closer.
i felt really sad for the other girl sitting in between them.
clearly, she's feeling a bit uncomfortable and annoyed.
cant the guy just get the hell out of there?!
still need the teacher to ask him politely to leave the classroom.
irritating! argh!

after school, chin won gave us maths remedial.
she's the best alright?!
even though she scolds us at times,
but what she did was good for us.
and then blahblahblah...
did this, did that.
end.

2007-09-15T08:35:00.001-07:00

i was so pissed off this afternoon!

i was cheated by that damn electronic information board!

when i reached the bus stop, it shows that the bus 856 will

arrive 08 mins later

but obviously it did not.

the bus arrived much more earlier.

i was looking at the phone then it

just went right past me.

i stood up and was damn frustrated.

What the hell?!

if i board that bus i might have reached the tuition

centre earlier but still late by a lil bit.

and then i waited for 15 mins

before the next came.

and the timing seems to be wrong again.

my life is so taken over by electronics and computers.

everyone depends on it so much that

they wouldnt be able to survive without it.

how do i live without you~

i want to know~

2007-09-14T22:24:00.000-07:00

now that i've changed my blogskin,

i guess i can go for tuition in peace:]

there's so much thing going on these few weeks.

trival matters..

i have no intention to talk about it.

too lazy and busy.

since the exams are just around the corner,

it's obvious that im preparing myself for it.

every subject teacher now seems to be

teaching very hastily.

maybe because they're trying to finish those

exam tested chapters.

i pray that i can catch up.

if not that's it!

Ms Lai is our chem teacher now.

everytime she asks question

even if we know,

we also dont bother to answer.

she dont accept any wild guesses.

then what's the point of learning from our mistakes?!

so i wont bother to even answer.

MRS OW, I MISS YOU!!!

HURRY UP AND COME BACK!!!

BACK TO STUDYING...

2007-09-05T06:26:00.000-07:00

today went to school for the third time this week.

i went there on my own accord.

afterall, this holiday just serve as a self-study week

we dont get much rest with such a heavy load on our hand.

today did nothing much actually

we were in the library all day long.

i didnt like it at first.

in fact, i never like going to the library

for some reasons which i dont know.

then chat and played as if the whole library

were our own home.

haha:D

chinwon they all went out to buy lunch while

me and yongxiang stayed in the library

to do our homework but actually we're talking all along.

waited for a long time until they came back.

we're so damn hungry and ate

like we're starved for many days.

all of us went into the lounge

i dont what it is called..

and did stupid things.

like shifting things around to take pictures,

throwing the magnet up the whiteboard

and playing 'hai dai quan'

bwahahahaha!!!

The desperates :>

Dont leave!! We need you!

The snacks sellers:3

we offer sweet sweet stuffs

The ugly mechants:D

we're not going to sell it to you! NEVER!!!

The boss and her boot-lickers:P

We'll do everything you say, Boss!

The cool celebrity and her fan:]

It's Chinwon! Please give me your autograph!

2007-09-04T04:25:00.000-07:00

how dare that horrible chicken say something

that is so untrue and disgusting?!

despite all this while that we didnt launched any attack,

he has the nerve to do something so abhorring!

i'll kill him if i have to!

but unfortunately i decided not to dirty my hand.

such people like you dont belong in this world.

especially in mine!

such filthy and ugly creatures like him are just

a disgrace to the human race.

probably he's doing all these just because

he wants attention.

sickening!

2007-08-31T22:38:00.000-07:00

many things happened yesterday.

let's just recall the highlights of the day.

first, went walking around.. nothing much..

then return to class, go auditorium..

concert blah blah blah.

the concert was good but it could

have been better if it wasnt for

that stench..

it's horrible.

Ruiling and i were in much suffering.

we cant watch the concert properly.

so we used Sharifah's ultimate weapon.

spray*

the air suddenly feel so much better!

then went to eat with munyee and jieying.

the oyster egg. or whatever you call that

i dont know how to put it but it's what

xiaozhu cook in corner with love.

so roughly you might get the idea.

at night tuition bought pizza with jojo

for jerome.

he gave us chocolate. but just one

cause he only has one..duh

jojo gonna get it on monday.

after that conference with wendy and edbert

until 2am.

i persuaded them to let me hang up.

cause i really need to sleep

even though im not feeling sleepy

for some reasons

maybe it's because we were talking alot.

that's why..

so that's all:D

end.

2007-08-28T05:57:00.001-07:00

so messy now.
alot of stuffs not done.
everything also forget.
am i getting old?
today nothing happened much.
except that chongyou and yongxiang
go prank call someone.
the one who is super duper RUDE!
quite fun when they did that
chongyou did it for some personal purposes
as for yongxiang, he just wants to cleans his mouth.
if you know what i mean.
back to recess.
seok hyun suddenly wave as if to someone and
the two jokers fell for it.
first time see them get pranked by seok hyun.
interesting scene...
then back to class.
we're back to the 'the boy who crys wolf' game.
it's yongxiang who started it.
Lame, isnt it?!
GET A LIFE LAH, YONGXIANG!
bwahahaha!!!!
actually it's good that he did that if not i would have
built the world's biggest sandcastle or flood the class with saliva.
im just exaggerating so dont think i'll really do that.
end.

2007-08-27T04:01:00.000-07:00

obviously i didnt update for centuries.

noisy munyee keep pestering me to update.

no time lah, girl!

so many things to handle dont know whether

i can do it or not.

alot of things happened

and i dont feel like talking about it.

im not that free.

just roughly describe everything.

FRIDAY

last friday went bugis with the noisy girl

bought not much thing actually.

just bought a watch for a girl who has

no sense of time. and that's me of course:]

can say we spent alot of time in kinokuniya

browsing through all those magazines.

i was busy looking for te-chan's pictures

and she was looking for dadong and kame.

alot of books there very interesting at the same time,

very very expensive.

saw the lovely complex comics, and went berserk :D

but no money. there are 13 books alr and still counting.

i was late for physics tuition.

by 45 mins or so.

amazing right?!

but it's alright. it's until 10pm.

reached home tired and drained.

slept.end.

SATURDAY

sat went chongpang with my sister.

she's sick AGAIN.

we bought 2 pairs of shoes.

one is share and the other only hers.

i bought a shorts. finally

my size!

afternoon, same routine.

go tuition then library.

i found jodi picoult's book

'vanishing act' which was not wat im looking for

but it'll do just fine.

ji mi's books as well.

his books are simple but very meaningful.

end.

SUNDAY

got to do flag day for Singapore Zoo.

go here go there. not much.

many confidential details

which cannot be disclosed for some reason :P

at night, chat with my 2 best friends from primary school.

i have a lot of best friends not just these two sweethearts.

end.

TODAY

morning assesmbly read the book

then BOO!!

Mrs Tan came out of nowhere and

sort of scream.

she's surprised that i got the book.

she wanted it.

but sorry. im a slow reader.

want must go borrow it yourself.

too bad so sad.

bwahahaha :D

that's all for today.

END.

for real.