"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
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and reverie


Sunday, March 26, 2006 @ 2:43 AM

Another boring cum unfair day. I slept around 1+ last this mornin n woke up around 7+ to go to my mum's stall to help since mi aunt asked me to go. There were lots of people and let's cut the chase. I worked just as long as my sis n i got paid less than her by 20 bucks! Maybe she worked just a little bit earlier than mi, but that few minutes don't cost me 20 bucks! God damn it! When they were about to pay my sis, they didn't pay me. Only after then they pay me 20 bucks! Let me emphasize this again..20 bucks! When they pay me, it was like i just went there sit around then get paid. Hey people! I've worked! When asked about my pay, they say it was token sum. What the? I went there because my aunt say there got a lot of people that's why i went there to help or rather work. For goodness sake, i don't work free-of-charge. I've got two rabbits and their expenses are on me. I felt much better when m mum paid me another 10 bucks but..haix.. Don't tell me working for around 7+ hours, got paid 30 bucks is very good already. And you call that "student price" or the max. amount of money a student gets paid. My sis is also a student. As a matter of fact, she's only 2 years older than me! This world is unfair. Everyone just likes my sis better.. coz she's more clever, hardworking, streetsmart and everything. She's sugar, spice and everything nice. And i am just salt, sour and everything bad. Go near her and she will melt ur heart.Come near me and i will rot ur heart. Bias people! I dun feel love let alone be loved. My heart just gets smaller day by day and that is because of you people! I hate myself! I hate this loveless world!

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